SuicideFuel another year of nothing but failures.

[nxdismycope]

-started uni, STEM bsc. failed 2 courses, now instead of 3 years it will probaly take me 4.
-cant find a job. money is getting tight and i cant afford to live alone anymore so moving in one week to a roomates apartment to save some money. when ill finally get a job it will be something shit like cashier or something
-weed addiction wont let go
-mentally state is pretty close to "insane" level
-shit health. got injured last year and fucked up my shoulder and arm a bit for ever
-no car cuz no money
-and OFCOURSE. NO FUCKING GF.

a full year of living alone
studying at uni with tons of attractive foids
but NO.
none of them wants me. FUCK.

being an incel, before being a FA, is being a FAILURE.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Drop out or rope

 

[Irredeemable]

It's over. Time to go Chikatilo.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Sounds like a truecel trait.

 

[Bangkok or bust]

My student house sharing with strangers was a nightmare. Hearing beckies groan being banged by 6'2 rugby players.

 

[Babica Yaga]

Maybe just maybe... stop smoking weed if you're addicted?

 

[Speedloader]

Tfw no gf

 

[ihaveno1]

Tfw no gf

 

[WizardofSoda]

Think you got to find a better drug than weed.. I smoke cigars personally. Tobacco if anything improves your ability to function, plus you feel damn good, relaxed, blasted.

 

[Tenshi]

apart from the weed part that was pretty much how 2019 was for me. Man I just don't care anymore, if I can have a little bit of peace, a roof to live under and food I'll be fine. And the last two things are the only basic necessities I have yet to lose in this life, all the rest I've gone through at some point in my life.

 

[CursedCel]

at least your posts here are based if that matters op

 

[LastGerman]

-no car cuz no money

At least you can drive and if i remember correctly, you actually sold your car.

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

Similar:
-Obese, it isn't matter of doing exercise, it's a health condition.
-No fucking money, seriously, I can barely pay internet, electricity and water bills. Tried not eating too much because of not having money and tried to get slim but my problem is on the thyroids or something, always ends up being a whale.
-You can realize I can't afford a proper med (I don't fucking have insurance)
-Too damn old
-Couldn't study uni earlier because of shitty entrance exam, obviously couldn't afford private uni.
-Wished I was asperger/autistic, but nope retarded, I'm crap at numbers or heck memorizing/studying paragraphs.(If I were asperger or autistic, I could have accesed uni earlier without problems)
-No friends(all married or busy with their jobs)
-Ugly as hell
-No close relatives, parents are senile, they can barely support me.
-Would be happy If I knew how to draw, play an instrument, be good at debating but nope. Tried the best I can try everyday but I fail, I'm too stupid to draw and paint a fucking stickman.
-This isn't a matter of self-steem, since If it was, could at least do something useful, but I'm sure my IQ is low.
-The girl that could have been something in my life is long gone with chad, she is a childhood classmate that I recently remembered.(I wouldn't have gotten her earlier anyways since I'm truecel from start)(IT IS A FACT THAT THE ONLY WOMAN THAT IS WORTH IN YOUR LIFE IS YOUR CHILDHOOD CLASSMATE/FRIEND)
-No job up to this day, have to sell fruits in the streets like an asshole
-So in all these years of life there have been: 0 GF and 0 JOBS.
-Too afraid to die since I'm a fucking coward, I wish I was dead but at the same time, I don't want to suffer that process.
-People spat at me, once I die, I will screw them and YOU TOO BECAUSE I'M A FUCKING MISANTROPIST AT THIS FUCKING POINT.(How? We will see)

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Similar:
-Obese, it isn't matter of doing exercise, it's a health condition.
-No fucking money, seriously, I can barely pay internet, electricity and water bills. Tried not eating too much because of not having money and tried to get slim but my problem is on the thyroids or something, always ends up being a whale.
-You can realize I can't afford a proper med (I don't fucking have insurance)
-Too damn old
-Couldn't study uni earlier because of shitty entrance exam, obviously couldn't afford private uni.
-Wished I was asperger/autistic, but nope retarded, I'm crap at numbers or heck memorizing/studying paragraphs.(If I were asperger or autistic, I could have accesed uni earlier without problems)
-No friends(all married or busy with their jobs)
-Ugly as hell
-No close relatives, parents are senile, they can barely support me.
-Would be happy If I knew how to draw, play an instrument, be good at debating but nope. Tried the best I can try everyday but I fail, I'm too stupid to draw and paint a fucking stickman.
-This isn't a matter of self-steem, since If it was, could at least do something useful, but I'm sure my IQ is low.
-The girl that could have been something in my life is long gone with chad, she is a childhood classmate that I recently remembered.(I wouldn't have gotten her earlier anyways since I'm truecel from start)(IT IS A FACT THAT THE ONLY WOMAN THAT IS WORTH IN YOUR LIFE IS YOUR CHILDHOOD CLASSMATE/FRIEND)
-No job up to this day, have to sell fruits in the streets like an asshole
-So in all these years of life there have been: 0 GF and 0 JOBS.
-Too afraid to die since I'm a fucking coward, I wish I was dead but at the same time, I don't want to suffer that process.
-People spat at me, once I die, I will screw them and YOU TOO BECAUSE I'M A FUCKING MISANTROPIST AT THIS FUCKING POINT.(How? We will see)

Holy fuck brutal. reminds me of my life when was at homeless shelter. it took extreme grinding to escape.

 

[Shaded]

Tfw no gf

 

[nxdismycope]

btw to all those things i can add the regular stuff i carry all my life:
-ugly face
-manlet 5'6
-crohn

 

[Transcended Trucel]

btw to all those things i can add the regular stuff i carry all my life:
-ugly face
-manlet 5'6
-crohn

it's over. I have digstive issues and am also 5'5. our heights alone make life shit. it's too bad all this other garbage comes too.

bad genes come in pakcages of being poor and fucked in innumerable ways

 

[Equilibrium]

i can help you message me

 

[starcrapoo]

I am jobless at the moment collecting unemployment. A lot of people right now are also in my situation so that makes me feel a little better.

Things are definitely uncertain right now as far as the economy (we are still shutdown for the most part here in the bay area).

Honestly, all I wanna do is work the minimum, have enough money to pay rent, enough money for food, see escorts a couple of times a year, and maybe save some money year by year.

None of that is possible right now...

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

I am jobless at the moment collecting unemployment. A lot of people right now are also in my situation so that makes me feel a little better.

Things are definitely uncertain right now as far as the economy (we are still shutdown for the most part here in the bay area).

Honestly, all I wanna do is work the minimum, have enough money to pay rent, enough money for food, see escorts a couple of times a year, and maybe save some money year by year.

None of that is possible right now...

Lol, sad thing is, this won't last too long. It's a matter of time when people get over the pandemics and begin the circus lifestyle they have always idolized. While we are here as outcasts, the outer world will progress and ignore us.(Not remembering that isolation was painful and we incels have to bare with it every fucking day IN SECULA SECULORUM It's a condem boys) Normies and cucks will blame at us for being inepts, when it's clearly lack of empathy.

 

[Haywire]

ive had decades