- Nov 11, 2017
I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes as I write this...What the fuck is wrong with me? There were so many girls I could have talked to this semester. I even had a crush on two of them but I never even tried. I was so upset after I finished my last final that it took considerable effort to not start crying when I bought something at a store...my voice was cracking like a bitch and the lady even asked me what was wrong. I almost want to cope by saying it's my fault for not making a move but the truth is I know how it will end. I have tried before MANY times but it always fucking ends the same, with me being rejected. I just want to yell at the top of my lungs...I never did anything to deserve this misery.