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Feeshtu
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Fuck it all. I wish I didn’t have to do therapy.
But, if I quit, the government will stop paying me money.
Anyway, I tried talking to my therapist about wanting friends, especially a girlfriend.
About how no female wants to date a schizophrenic.
About how I spent all those years doing intense workouts to attract females and how it didn’t work.
My frustrations about putting in so much effort to get zero dates.
He said that it’s important how I view myself. That I know that I’m a good person.
How a lot of people just have limited interactions with others and just say hello to people at the gym, etc.
First of all, it does not matter how I view myself.
It only matters how other people view me.
Having a good self-esteem is not going to get me a girlfriend.
Secondly, every guy wants a girlfriend. No man is happy just saying hello to people at the gym or coffee shop.
We all want more.
We want to take that gym foid out on a date and then fuck her.
Only ever saying hello, and never getting more, is just social self-torture.
I’d rather never speak at all than to forever just be “that guy at the gym who always says hello.”
I always feel worse after I talk to my therapist.
He doesn’t seem to really listen….even though listening is his main job.
His advice is nonsense and often borders on delusional.
But, if I quit, the government will stop paying me money.
Anyway, I tried talking to my therapist about wanting friends, especially a girlfriend.
About how no female wants to date a schizophrenic.
About how I spent all those years doing intense workouts to attract females and how it didn’t work.
My frustrations about putting in so much effort to get zero dates.
He said that it’s important how I view myself. That I know that I’m a good person.
How a lot of people just have limited interactions with others and just say hello to people at the gym, etc.
First of all, it does not matter how I view myself.
It only matters how other people view me.
Having a good self-esteem is not going to get me a girlfriend.
Secondly, every guy wants a girlfriend. No man is happy just saying hello to people at the gym or coffee shop.
We all want more.
We want to take that gym foid out on a date and then fuck her.
Only ever saying hello, and never getting more, is just social self-torture.
I’d rather never speak at all than to forever just be “that guy at the gym who always says hello.”
I always feel worse after I talk to my therapist.
He doesn’t seem to really listen….even though listening is his main job.
His advice is nonsense and often borders on delusional.