I spent many years sitting alone at the lunch table, while no one approached me. Meanwhile I used to get made fun of and told to quit when I would sing songs to myself when I was a depressed and suicidal 13 year old because I couldn't get to sleep. I hated those years so God damn badly. Not even my parents gave a shit about me. I was told when I wanted to go to the doctors, "There's nothing they can do." I was so God damn miserable and didn't speak to anyone. I still got better grades than those easily sleeping blacks and normies.
