A few months ago when school let out for summer, I thought this would be that summer. I thought this would be that summer where my parents would let me go outside to find friends, get a girl, and maybe even get laid.
Except, none of that occurred. I was locked up inside, forced to study for the SAT; going outside was “dangerous”, my abusive helicopter parents said, because I’d be mugged or killed if I went outside. I listened to the parties down the street from me at night, watched people enjoy their 4th of July, overheard teens my age running freely throughout the neighborhood with their friends and girlfriends — and no parental supervision... all this while I was locked in doors, only allowed to go outside to go to the library, or buy food.
As a teencel, I live in an instagram era, and it’s far more easier for girls to find boys that are above their looksmax, instead of dating their looksmax, they go after them.
Around late July, I finally gave up on listening to the bluepilled bullshit spewed on IT, and began watching Eggman and Hamudi Ebalz; along with this, I watched a few videos from black incels (just like me) such as Kent (RIP) and Oreoman, and so on and so forth. I realized that it was truly over.
On August 13th, 2019, I finally joined incels.co, after giving up all hope - and rightfully so. It won’t be too long until high school is over, and then I’ll most likely have to pull out a loan from the bank for college and endlessly wageslave, but with nobody by my side to even care for.
As it starts to settle in as now being October, and the weather starting to change... I have to prepare myself for another depressing winter season - where all of my bullies and tormentors get to sleep with their girlfriends in a nice, hot, room, while I freeze up by myself, alone, once more.
Except, none of that occurred. I was locked up inside, forced to study for the SAT; going outside was “dangerous”, my abusive helicopter parents said, because I’d be mugged or killed if I went outside. I listened to the parties down the street from me at night, watched people enjoy their 4th of July, overheard teens my age running freely throughout the neighborhood with their friends and girlfriends — and no parental supervision... all this while I was locked in doors, only allowed to go outside to go to the library, or buy food.
As a teencel, I live in an instagram era, and it’s far more easier for girls to find boys that are above their looksmax, instead of dating their looksmax, they go after them.
Around late July, I finally gave up on listening to the bluepilled bullshit spewed on IT, and began watching Eggman and Hamudi Ebalz; along with this, I watched a few videos from black incels (just like me) such as Kent (RIP) and Oreoman, and so on and so forth. I realized that it was truly over.
On August 13th, 2019, I finally joined incels.co, after giving up all hope - and rightfully so. It won’t be too long until high school is over, and then I’ll most likely have to pull out a loan from the bank for college and endlessly wageslave, but with nobody by my side to even care for.
As it starts to settle in as now being October, and the weather starting to change... I have to prepare myself for another depressing winter season - where all of my bullies and tormentors get to sleep with their girlfriends in a nice, hot, room, while I freeze up by myself, alone, once more.
