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today, my mom finally yelled at me for sleeping during the daytime and being awake at night for a month straight. i also have not spoken to my family members. often, the cycle breaks every once in a while when my family snaps at me, but it always reverts to this. it's been like this for 2 years now.
i just don't think i love my family. i'm told by my mom that i'm wasting my life away at 20 with this lifestyle. previously, i had a healthy sleep routine, went gym everyday, ate 3 meals, showered twice a day, and i did this for 3 months. yet, nothing fundamentally changed about my life. i'm still unattractive, and have trouble socialising.
i simply refuse to conform to this society, and i am being punished for it. i just want to be alone
at least when school starts, i'll have something to do again. i have 1 month of neeting left
i just don't think i love my family. i'm told by my mom that i'm wasting my life away at 20 with this lifestyle. previously, i had a healthy sleep routine, went gym everyday, ate 3 meals, showered twice a day, and i did this for 3 months. yet, nothing fundamentally changed about my life. i'm still unattractive, and have trouble socialising.
i simply refuse to conform to this society, and i am being punished for it. i just want to be alone
at least when school starts, i'll have something to do again. i have 1 month of neeting left
