Another day goes by, my days are worthless and go by super fast. Every day is the same, I am wasting my life, but if I think about it carefully, there's nothing to waste, there's nothing more to it, it's just over, all I can do is bedrot in pure agony because I don't even have the courage to kill myself, I have always been a scared little kid and still am, but my mind cannot cope with the fact it's over and keeps stressing me about working hard to change my life but I'm too stupid to even know what to do to change it. I am a genetic failure, I am worth less than a fucking piece of shit on the sidewalk and it's all nature's and my parent's fault. I can't do shit, I can't even cope by being good at a game and feeling like I am worth something at least on there but I'm shit at that too, I can't even fucking jerk off because I'm too stressed to get it up, I want this all to end but I'm too fucking scared to fail killing myself and ending up disabled. I wasn't even supposed to be born, they told my mom she couldn't have children before I was born but nature decided that I couldn't avoid the agony and humiliation of this fucking existence. I hate this world, I hate this universe, I hate everything. I hate fuckass idiots talking about politics as If your stupid made up rules can make an existence based on an unfair, unequal and wicked nature fair, the only way to fix this mess, eliminate the suffering and unfairness is to destroy everything. I'm so scared of having to see my future because I'm too scared to end it all
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