I doubt anyone is going to read this vent. that's ok. My life has descended into an even more painful circle of hell.
The cycle of my life now is one of anticipation and repetitive chemical stuffed with a topping of hatred and pent up rage. That is what my life is.
Today I tried to make it tolerable by rewarding myself with a cherry coke every five hours. None of the cokes were satisfactory. The dopamine hit felt no different than one I might feel from masturbation.
I ended up arguing with retarded normies and foids on 4chan and I got banned simply for returning the favor to a femoid who said she wished I was dead. Be aware she was allowed to continue to post. This gave me such a fucking blood pressure spike that I've been in a rage for the last few hours.
Even worse is that I'm sick so it legitimately makes me feel like I'm dying when I get this angry.
Ugh.... Humans are such predictable fucking worthless animals. Life is so boring and repetitive. I hate breathing. I wish I could sleep forever
The cycle of my life now is one of anticipation and repetitive chemical stuffed with a topping of hatred and pent up rage. That is what my life is.
Today I tried to make it tolerable by rewarding myself with a cherry coke every five hours. None of the cokes were satisfactory. The dopamine hit felt no different than one I might feel from masturbation.
I ended up arguing with retarded normies and foids on 4chan and I got banned simply for returning the favor to a femoid who said she wished I was dead. Be aware she was allowed to continue to post. This gave me such a fucking blood pressure spike that I've been in a rage for the last few hours.
Even worse is that I'm sick so it legitimately makes me feel like I'm dying when I get this angry.
Ugh.... Humans are such predictable fucking worthless animals. Life is so boring and repetitive. I hate breathing. I wish I could sleep forever
