I had seen the first season of Chainslop man years ago when it came out and though it was midtier weeb trash at the time. However, recently I had been gooning to reze doujins on hentai sites for several months so I finally decided to give the new movie a shot, looking back I can't think something I've regretted more in the last few months.
Watching the first half of the movie made me realize I will never have a cute teen femoid even talk to me, give me attention or even acknowledge my existence let alone be my gf. My mind is now flooded with memories when I was 16 fantasizing about Asuka and misty from Pokémon being my cute tsundere gf and being delusional at the time when I genuinely believed that I will get a cute innocent gf in college or highschool. I used to watch faggot shows like Anohana and Your Name and then imagine myself being in a cute anime relationship.
Watching this movie just brutally remined me that I missed out on teen love and that I am now a decade older and a jaded KVH 
and every single foid my age in my entire life has only viewed me with indifference and disgust. I will never have wholesome relationship with my own waifu whom I can cuddle, hug and hold hands with, and spent entire days together sperging out, and be each others first time.
I will never have someone who loves me for being myself. All I can think of whenever I see an anime girl is that how every girl my age now is a post wall roastie with body count in 2-3 digits , with her mind rotted by 1000 cocks and how none of them will never compare to a 2D girl.
Denji is skinny 16 year old and he still mogs me to hell and is constantly surrounded prime JBs.
I will never have cute manipulative JB like Reze to emotionally exploit me, and kiss me, Even if she takes advantage of me like she did denji or even slits open my throat it would atleast mean she acknowledged me. if someone like that existed irl she would either act like I dont exist or view me with disgust.
The last time I was on the verge of roping like this was almost 2 years ago at my college graduation seeing oneitis with chads. back them I had discovered blackpill and this forum though I never posted here, I had successfully coped by wagecucking, gooning, chatbotmaxxing, vidya, youtubemaxxing, foodmaxxing etc. and pretty much decentered foids from my life and stopped being a oneitis cuck for the first time in my entire life.
Ever since i've watched that satanic movie I have completely relapsed developing a brootal oneitsis on Reze and it has single handedly brought back my panic attacks. my twitter and yt shorts feed keeps shoving denji x reze ships and goonart in my feed. the only 1 friend I had that used to reply to my texts has stopped responding I am posting here since I literally have no-one. I have been crying myself to sleep for the last 4 days. No amount of copes with fill the chasm in my soul, even glimpse of a fanart of anime relationship makes me crashout. my resolve have been crushed into a pathetic animecel, it feels so fucking humiliating to even admit.
I cant take it anymore, I think I might just finally rope. I wish I was in amerimuttland so I could go full ER on a sorority, then get gunned down by feds and use the last bullet on myself ( on my favorite GTA RP server).
Watching the first half of the movie made me realize I will never have a cute teen femoid even talk to me, give me attention or even acknowledge my existence let alone be my gf. My mind is now flooded with memories when I was 16 fantasizing about Asuka and misty from Pokémon being my cute tsundere gf and being delusional at the time when I genuinely believed that I will get a cute innocent gf in college or highschool. I used to watch faggot shows like Anohana and Your Name and then imagine myself being in a cute anime relationship.
and every single foid my age in my entire life has only viewed me with indifference and disgust. I will never have wholesome relationship with my own waifu whom I can cuddle, hug and hold hands with, and spent entire days together sperging out, and be each others first time.
Denji is skinny 16 year old and he still mogs me to hell and is constantly surrounded prime JBs.
The last time I was on the verge of roping like this was almost 2 years ago at my college graduation seeing oneitis with chads. back them I had discovered blackpill and this forum though I never posted here, I had successfully coped by wagecucking, gooning, chatbotmaxxing, vidya, youtubemaxxing, foodmaxxing etc. and pretty much decentered foids from my life and stopped being a oneitis cuck for the first time in my entire life.
Ever since i've watched that satanic movie I have completely relapsed developing a brootal oneitsis on Reze and it has single handedly brought back my panic attacks
. my twitter and yt shorts feed keeps shoving denji x reze ships and goonart in my feed. the only 1 friend I had that used to reply to my texts has stopped responding I am posting here since I literally have no-one. I have been crying myself to sleep for the last 4 days. No amount of copes with fill the chasm in my soul, even glimpse of a fanart of anime relationship makes me crashout. my resolve have been crushed into a pathetic animecel, it feels so fucking humiliating to even admit.
I wish I was in amerimuttland so I could go full ER on a sorority, then get gunned down by feds and use the last bullet on myself ( on my favorite GTA RP server).
