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TLDR: I've got a pissed off looking neutral face that scares people.
I've been taking selfies of my resting face to understand why I scare so many people and I realized it looks angry and unsettling as hell. I make people uncomfortable by my very presence. Unfortunately, it's not something I can change much since I zone out a lot when I'm bored or thinking which is 90% of the time.
For example, I walked into a store the other day and the cashier started fidgeting and stuttering and avoiding looking at me. When I asked for a pack of cigarettes he blurted out "we don't have those" before I could finish my sentence when they clearly did.
I notice a lot of people look me up and down and give me "the eye", get nervous when I walk up, act hostile, freak out when they turn around and see me, and avoid me on the streets. Same thing everywhere I go tbh. Some ask me why I'm mad, flick me crap, act like I'm a huge piece of shit before the even talk to me.
It's really bad with women obviously. I was trying to figure out why women get nervous often and it's because I'm scary as hell jfl. Even in my own yard, I had a woman ride by on her bike and shout sketch when she saw me. Funny because I'm 5'4" and 115 lbs so I'm clearly not much of a threat but their retarded chimp brains process it otherwise.
Not a wonder people treat me like a freak when I'm aspie on top of it and trying to talk just makes me creepier. I dunno why I try to be a good person anymore when people act that way towards me by simple existing.
I've been taking selfies of my resting face to understand why I scare so many people and I realized it looks angry and unsettling as hell. I make people uncomfortable by my very presence. Unfortunately, it's not something I can change much since I zone out a lot when I'm bored or thinking which is 90% of the time.
For example, I walked into a store the other day and the cashier started fidgeting and stuttering and avoiding looking at me. When I asked for a pack of cigarettes he blurted out "we don't have those" before I could finish my sentence when they clearly did.
I notice a lot of people look me up and down and give me "the eye", get nervous when I walk up, act hostile, freak out when they turn around and see me, and avoid me on the streets. Same thing everywhere I go tbh. Some ask me why I'm mad, flick me crap, act like I'm a huge piece of shit before the even talk to me.
It's really bad with women obviously. I was trying to figure out why women get nervous often and it's because I'm scary as hell jfl. Even in my own yard, I had a woman ride by on her bike and shout sketch when she saw me. Funny because I'm 5'4" and 115 lbs so I'm clearly not much of a threat but their retarded chimp brains process it otherwise.
Not a wonder people treat me like a freak when I'm aspie on top of it and trying to talk just makes me creepier. I dunno why I try to be a good person anymore when people act that way towards me by simple existing.
