Venting Am I worth something? Do I matter?

[UltraFayJr.]

All I want is just someone to care about me. I wanna feel valued and filled with worth. It doesn’t have to be a romantic relationship. Having a romantic relationship is setting the bar to high at this moment in time. If I were to die right now. My funeral, assuming they don’t cremate me, is gonna be filled with comments like “he was a good guy” or “we will always remember you” and more generic stuff.

Is this what I’m destined to be? A lonely loser? Will I ever find meaning in life. Will I ever find love?

Before, I used to find meaning in life thru the biggest cope in the world, religion. But now, I don’t anymore. I’m literally a walking zombie, I have no ambitions or goals, I don’t even show signs of self worth. I just do.

My new religion is “love”, I never experienced it, but I somehow hope to find it. There are people who get “love” and there are those who don’t. Those people who get “love” get praised for everything, celebrated just for breathing. They take “love” for granted, and have endless support either way.

What did I do to deserve this? I had a good personality, I took a shower, I wasn’t a “TOXIC WOMAN-HATING MYSOGYNIST!” I was just......me.

 

[Deleted member 12256]

No matter if you are good, smart or nice person to be around, all that goes to the garbage can if you are ugly. And you answerd your own question pretty much, you won't find true love because guys like us are destined to rott alone like zombies....

 

[Konon]

You can try to statusmaxx or moneymaxx or something and make people legit """""""""care"""""""" about you.

 

[NeiboltStreet]

All I want is just someone to care about me. I wanna feel valued and filled with worth. It doesn’t have to be a romantic relationship. Having a romantic relationship is setting the bar to high at this moment in time. If I were to die right now. My funeral, assuming they don’t cremate me, is gonna be filled with comments like “he was a good guy” or “we will always remember you” and more generic stuff.

Is this what I’m destined to be? A lonely loser? Will I ever find meaning in life. Will I ever find love?

Before, I used to find meaning in life thru the biggest cope in the world, religion. But now, I don’t anymore. I’m literally a walking zombie, I have no ambitions or goals, I don’t even show signs of self worth. I just do.

My new religion is “love”, I never experienced it, but I somehow hope to find it. There are people who get “love” and there are those who don’t. Those people who get “love” get praised for everything, celebrated just for breathing. They take “love” for granted, and have endless support either way.

What did I do to deserve this? I had a good personality, I took a shower, I wasn’t a “TOXIC WOMAN-HATING MYSOGYNIST!” I was just......me.

Yeah man, you're worth something. If only to us here

 

[Professorjpj]

No matter if you are good, smart or nice person to be around, all that goes to the garbage can if you are ugly. And you answerd your own question pretty much, you won't find true love because guys like us are destined to rott alone like zombies....

Pretty much yeah..

 

[mylifeistrash]

No matter if you are good, smart or nice person to be around, all that goes to the garbage can if you are ugly. And you answerd your own question pretty much, you won't find true love because guys like us are destined to rott alone like zombies....

 

[Professorjpj]

All I want is just someone to care about me. I wanna feel valued and filled with worth. It doesn’t have to be a romantic relationship. Having a romantic relationship is setting the bar to high at this moment in time. If I were to die right now. My funeral, assuming they don’t cremate me, is gonna be filled with comments like “he was a good guy” or “we will always remember you” and more generic stuff.

Is this what I’m destined to be? A lonely loser? Will I ever find meaning in life. Will I ever find love?

Before, I used to find meaning in life thru the biggest cope in the world, religion. But now, I don’t anymore. I’m literally a walking zombie, I have no ambitions or goals, I don’t even show signs of self worth. I just do.

My new religion is “love”, I never experienced it, but I somehow hope to find it. There are people who get “love” and there are those who don’t. Those people who get “love” get praised for everything, celebrated just for breathing. They take “love” for granted, and have endless support either way.

What did I do to deserve this? I had a good personality, I took a shower, I wasn’t a “TOXIC WOMAN-HATING MYSOGYNIST!” I was just......me.

The real question, the Only one that matters, is are you worth something to You?

 

[UltraFayJr.]

The real question, the Only one that matters, is are you worth something to You?

How can I be worth something to myself, if I’m worth nothing to others? Love is a basic human need, even animals need love to survive. I can praise myself almighty and all, but at the end of the day. I got nothing.

 

[Professorjpj]

How can I be worth something to myself, if I’m worth nothing to others? Love is a basic human need, even animals need love to survive. I can praise myself almighty and all, but at the end of the day. I got nothing.

Love thyself.. because no one else will! Perhaps it's a learned skill, I'm not sure..

 

[SlayerSlayer]

The world is a cruel place that only awards attention whores.

The problem is your past religious life inculcated you into beliving in such things as "quiet power," stoicism, and that being a good person means a damn in this world. It doesn't. Unless you hijack religion for political purposes, it is a pyramid scheme designed to create pawns for kings and queens.

The only way to be something is to not look from within, but go out and demand attention. It could be in infamy like that crazy bridezilla who wanted $1500 a head for guests to attend her stupid wedding. Maybe you could just give each of your friends $100 in cash, and then virtue signal about it on Instagram. You need to do something stupid, not care about the consequences, and get angry and pushy if people don't give you attention.

 

[Professorjpj]

The world is a cruel place that only awards attention whores.

The problem is your past religious life inculcated you into beliving in such things as "quiet power," stoicism, and that being a good person means a damn in this world. It doesn't. Unless you hijack religion for political purposes, it is a pyramid scheme designed to create pawns for kings and queens.

The only way to be something is to not look from within, but go out and demand attention. It could be in infamy like that crazy bridezilla who wanted $1500 a head for guests to attend her stupid wedding. Maybe you could just give each of your friends $100 in cash, and then virtue signal about it on Instagram. You need to do something stupid, not care about the consequences, and get angry and pushy if people don't give you attention.

That's definitely how you win popularity contests, however, that's Not how you will find peace within.. by the way, I'm very anti-religion! They are a basic form of control. We have to find out our Own answers, and find our own purpose.. no religion can tell us who we are..

 

[UltraFayJr.]

The world is a cruel place that only awards attention whores.

The problem is your past religious life inculcated you into beliving in such things as "quiet power," stoicism, and that being a good person means a damn in this world. It doesn't. Unless you hijack religion for political purposes, it is a pyramid scheme designed to create pawns for kings and queens.

The only way to be something is to not look from within, but go out and demand attention. It could be in infamy like that crazy bridezilla who wanted $1500 a head for guests to attend her stupid wedding. Maybe you could just give each of your friends $100 in cash, and then virtue signal about it on Instagram. You need to do something stupid, not care about the consequences, and get angry and pushy if people don't give you attention.

That stuff only works for the Norm-Os. If I did things like that, I’d be called out for the bullshit I am. But I do agree about your religious remark, that was pretty much me back then.

 

[Ritalincel]

Yes bro

 

[Deleted member 10124]

All I want is just someone to care about me. I wanna feel valued and filled with worth. It doesn’t have to be a romantic relationship. Having a romantic relationship is setting the bar to high at this moment in time. If I were to die right now. My funeral, assuming they don’t cremate me, is gonna be filled with comments like “he was a good guy” or “we will always remember you” and more generic stuff.

Is this what I’m destined to be? A lonely loser? Will I ever find meaning in life. Will I ever find love?

Before, I used to find meaning in life thru the biggest cope in the world, religion. But now, I don’t anymore. I’m literally a walking zombie, I have no ambitions or goals, I don’t even show signs of self worth. I just do.

My new religion is “love”, I never experienced it, but I somehow hope to find it. There are people who get “love” and there are those who don’t. Those people who get “love” get praised for everything, celebrated just for breathing. They take “love” for granted, and have endless support either way.

What did I do to deserve this? I had a good personality, I took a shower, I wasn’t a “TOXIC WOMAN-HATING MYSOGYNIST!” I was just......me.

 

[Uglyman]

No you don't matter. We dont really exist.

 

[anon]

You're just another generic anime-watching subhuman nerd. Of course you don't matter. Nothing would change if you died. A few might people might care for a couple of weeks/months, but that's it. That's the reality of being sub7.