Last year in college, I met these mayocel and ricel in chess club (yea I know it's a beta cuck club) and they were legitimately chill. Apparently, they actually had a decent social group and they were having a party so they asked if I wanted to come. Keep in mind I am a dark skinned dravidian turbomanlet (5'9) currycel so I didn't delude myself into thinking I'd have a chance with any of the girls at the party. But I accepted anyway because I was always lonely on the weekends. Come saturday night, I go to their apartment and there was a small amount of people there, including a couple of girls. I only talked to the guys because there was no way I would score with any of the chicks there JFL 
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Anyway, nothing happened but at the end, everyone got drunk and exchanged snaps. Over the months, I talked to the guys and I'd be involved with the social group. But throughout this arrangement, this girl would always talk to me. I thought she was using me for HW like every other girl treats curries, making them do their schoolwork and shit. She even invited me out to lunch at the dining hall and we'd have a friendly chat. I knew she wasn't interested in me because I knew she was
reserved for white chad so I extinguished any sort of hope I had. Then, Valentine's day comes around and she buys a bunch of chocolates and shit and brings it to where we were hanging out. I assumed it was for everyone but she told me it was for me, I was like wtf okay, guess she felt bad that I didn't get anything from any girls cuz I'm a loser lol.
Then, later that night, she said she wanted to tell me something but was too afraid to in person so she would tell me over text. So I was like alright she probably has some mental health issues or she was sad because chad rejected her. But I got the most unexpected thing ever. She said she had a huge crush on me and she said she fantasized about me for months every since her friends introduced me to her. I was extremely taken aback and I honestly thought I was in a dream. But I didn't think her face was attractive. At all. She had a 9/10 body but a 4/10 face. I was really sad because she was legit perfect. She hadn't had any other guys and she had an amazing personality.
She also wasn't a bum and she was studying engineering which I loved hearing her talk about. But I just did not like her face and had to reject her. I heard later she cried for days after that and was depressed for a couple weeks. I eventually had a falling out with the friend group (probably because they hated me for rejecting her) and I became a loner. I checked out her insta a couple months later and apparently she became extremely promiscuous. I talked to one of the currycels I knew in the group and he said she was depressed and had low self esteem so she had sex with lots of guys to validate herself. But it just made it worse because she wanted a boyfriend the most. She's in therapy now and takes pills for multiple disorders. Now, I feel like a volcel and she honestly wasn't even that ugly, in makeup she's a 6/10 and in a slutty dress, she legit looked like a 8/10 pornstar lolol that I would definitely bang, I feel like a retard. It's crazy how women get their lives ruined by one rejection. She could've just hit up a high tier normie/chadlite and told him she liked him and they would be in a relationship immediately, idk why she limited herself to a bottom of the barrel beta curry like me. It really amazes me how different female sexuality is.
.Anyway, nothing happened but at the end, everyone got drunk and exchanged snaps. Over the months, I talked to the guys and I'd be involved with the social group. But throughout this arrangement, this girl would always talk to me. I thought she was using me for HW like every other girl treats curries, making them do their schoolwork and shit. She even invited me out to lunch at the dining hall and we'd have a friendly chat. I knew she wasn't interested in me because I knew she was
reserved for white chad so I extinguished any sort of hope I had. Then, Valentine's day comes around and she buys a bunch of chocolates and shit and brings it to where we were hanging out. I assumed it was for everyone but she told me it was for me, I was like wtf okay, guess she felt bad that I didn't get anything from any girls cuz I'm a loser lol.
Then, later that night, she said she wanted to tell me something but was too afraid to in person so she would tell me over text. So I was like alright she probably has some mental health issues or she was sad because chad rejected her. But I got the most unexpected thing ever. She said she had a huge crush on me and she said she fantasized about me for months every since her friends introduced me to her. I was extremely taken aback and I honestly thought I was in a dream. But I didn't think her face was attractive. At all. She had a 9/10 body but a 4/10 face. I was really sad because she was legit perfect. She hadn't had any other guys and she had an amazing personality.
She also wasn't a bum and she was studying engineering which I loved hearing her talk about. But I just did not like her face and had to reject her. I heard later she cried for days after that and was depressed for a couple weeks. I eventually had a falling out with the friend group (probably because they hated me for rejecting her) and I became a loner. I checked out her insta a couple months later and apparently she became extremely promiscuous. I talked to one of the currycels I knew in the group and he said she was depressed and had low self esteem so she had sex with lots of guys to validate herself. But it just made it worse because she wanted a boyfriend the most. She's in therapy now and takes pills for multiple disorders. Now, I feel like a volcel and she honestly wasn't even that ugly, in makeup she's a 6/10 and in a slutty dress, she legit looked like a 8/10 pornstar lolol that I would definitely bang, I feel like a retard. It's crazy how women get their lives ruined by one rejection. She could've just hit up a high tier normie/chadlite and told him she liked him and they would be in a relationship immediately, idk why she limited herself to a bottom of the barrel beta curry like me. It really amazes me how different female sexuality is.
