Story Am I incel?

[mirmax]

Hi i am new here.. sorry for my english its not my native language..


I discovered incels like year or two ago but i was thinking more like i am just 30 year old virgin and how everything past in my life..

I want to like tell my story i dont now is it punishable by forum rules? But if you read i want your incel opinions did you people hed same experiences?

So i am now 30 year old virgin white guy height 5.11 but overweight as i eat to much because as i read here and now undeestand to cope with it..


So from childhood i was bulied everywhere i was bulied in school everyday beaten by 10-15 guys that i had footprints of their shoes in my clothes and had bruises.. even girl kicked in kicked in my nuts just because i was zipping my jacket and she was near and her long hairs get between zipper and get stuck so she oicked me in balls.

I was yes beaten but i always fight back so i dont consider myself weak.. when i was 15 several times there was attempt to mugg me with knifes and i get managed to get out and not robbed...

Then i hit mma club for self defence for several years..

Of course in my high school i had 0 females..


On grafuation day and promo there was only one woman left and when i approached she maked face in disguise like she wanted to throw up.. when i was 15 i also approached bunch of woman and they started to shout get out you ugly look at yourself and so on..


In college like i was always socialising but suddenly will find same group of people posted picture together somewhere on party.. i dont how they managed to get friends.. litteraly i was dping the smae thing talking and staff and i did not get friends or invited..

After college i was sitting home one year depressed then suddenly i got job in construction company my university recomendid me so basically nobody wnated to go in that construction project because it was cold and far away from living people newr town was 50 km far away but i agreeed on that..

Basicaly i become hr manager of 150 outcast worker mans in the gulag like wired camp.. pay was good but no woman around only males and most of them had prison records and dont want to work i had even arguments and almost fist fights with them...

Pay was good but stress very high also strange was when i get in capital of office of this big construction company only males where two fat it guys all other chief hr manager accountabs lawyer was womans!!! Oir general hr mamager did not liked me she was ruling everytging by fear,shame and manipulation and rumors.. we had 5 accountant womans and anyway never had that they oayed people in the time their salary it was always late by one or two weeks.. i was always sending correct documentations and they would lose it and then call me..

I had also other manager duties litteraly i was doing 3 mans job.. hr manager,office mamager, mobility operator and rusking hotelsss..


So i quit the job because i was living in camp 24/7 with former prisons and every day tgere was drinking and fighting..


Also i had to do draft in militart which i managed to dodge by getting in master degree programm so i quit job to attend my master and guess what i gwt 0 friends 0 dates i was seeking job and nobody would hire me even i speak several languages had foregin university degree..

I finished master and was staying home no job.. then decieded i will do other master degree ij foregin countru maybe it will be different experience i went ij italy and in hr master programm gues what same happened 0 dates 0 friends..

In my life i had two dates.. livingvwith mum can get job... No money..

I dont know what to do.. i dont consider myself ugly.. always try to be kind and helpful but i get angry now..

I have sense that i live in wrong time...

I dont now what to do..

In country that is poor and corrupted like where i live if you dont are socially active and have social network you will never land a normal job just to live..

So god forbid if my mother dies i would be homeless and die from hunger in the street and nobody gives fuck that i am smart have bachelors master degrees and so on..

I dont now what to do..

 

[Deleted member 42309]

i am just 30 year old virgin

You're a true oldcel and welcome but u can probably SEAmaxx coz you're tall and white

 

[InMinecraft]

even girl kicked in kicked in my nuts just because i was zipping my jacket and she was near and her long hairs get between zipper and get stuck so she oicked me in balls

mogs me

 

[mirmax]

mogs me

I was out on my knees for 10 minutes it was very bad

 

[Mecoja]

Welcome.

i am just 30 year old virgin

You're an incel. It must sucks being ovequialified and not being able to get an good job.

 

[El Enemigo]

 

[mirmax]

Welcome.

You're an incel. It must sucks being ovequialified and not being able to get an good job.

Even if i get shitty job like cashier or macdonalds inmy country pay is so low that half salary would go on bus tickets to just come and go feom work

 

[Oroborus]

Incels?

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Welcome

 

[Mecoja]

Even if i get shitty job like cashier or macdonalds inmy country pay is so low that half salary would go on bus tickets to just come and go feom work

Yeah thats like in 3rd world countries. Without connections especially political one its nearly impossible to find a job.

 

[mirmax]

Yeah thats like in 3rd world countries. Without connections especially political one its nearly impossible to find a job.

Yeap or they will hire like work horse when all that shitty females are sitting in offoxe qhere ever i go in goverement agency s banks everywhere 90% are womans working there blue collar job and woman collectives..

 

[Incline]

i am just 30 year old virgin

yes

 

[Mecoja]

Yeap or they will hire like work horse when all that shitty females are sitting in offoxe qhere ever i go in goverement agency s banks everywhere 90% are womans working there blue collar job and woman collectives..

True 100% even on low paid jobs women work in clean climated rooms, all dressed up.

 

[mirmax]

True 100% even on low paid jobs women work in clean climated rooms, all dressed up.

Yeap and i worked in minus 30 degree soemtime without weeeknds in somewhere mountains and all my workmates where male no woman.. and how they females are complaining..

Head office of that comany was like cave full of snakes.. i even can not comprehend how would they treated if some male where in their groups.. there was only two IT guys in seperete room..

 

[mirmax]

Suprise was when i found this forum how many guys has same opinions same experience thats crazy..

 

[Linesnap99]

you are late.

 

[mirmax]

What should i do? Keep trying to get jon monet and kewo dating but i would be succsesful i would be always jealous and insecure i would litteraly ruin everything if i have gf and family.. ahould i just live alone like hermit just go to job and home? I dont know what to do..

 

[Izayacel]

nobody cares if your a man that is .

now is the time to do what you want , this world is shit so it only makes sence to act like shit back to it

Get into drugs , feign disability , LERN GERMAN , Work 1 - 2 years or so , and move here . ( you will get guranted neetbux and first apartment furniture bux aswell )

You're a true oldcel and welcome but u can probably SEAmaxx coz you're tall and white

 

[mirmax]

nobody cares if your a man that is .

now is the time to do what you want , this world is shit so it only makes sence to act like shit back to it

Get into drugs , feign disability , LERN GERMAN , Work 1 - 2 years or so , and move here . ( you will get guranted neetbux and first apartment furniture bux aswell )

Bro if i move to germany i would be like utnermensh.. what does sea maxx means? Maybe i should do trucking staff? Like you are alone in truck deliver things get payed i dont know..

I was learning germany for years i have good base. In italy i had chad germam classmate o jesus all woman where flocking on him like flies..
I dont hade chads if they are not jerks towards me..

 

[Izayacel]

Bro if i move to germany i would be like utnermensh.. what does sea maxx means? Maybe i should do trucking staff? Like you are alone in truck deliver things get payed i dont know..

I was learning germany for years i have good base. In italy i had chad germam classmate o jesus all woman where flocking on him like flies..
I dont hade chads if they are not jerks towards me..

you will always get mogged as an incel , but quality of life is good here , you can neetbux the shit out of this country tbh.

 

[Hopium]

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[incelpower]

Hi i am new here.. sorry for my english its not my native language..


I discovered incels like year or two ago but i was thinking more like i am just 30 year old virgin and how everything past in my life..

I want to like tell my story i dont now is it punishable by forum rules? But if you read i want your incel opinions did you people hed same experiences?

So i am now 30 year old virgin white guy height 5.11 but overweight as i eat to much because as i read here and now undeestand to cope with it..


So from childhood i was bulied everywhere i was bulied in school everyday beaten by 10-15 guys that i had footprints of their shoes in my clothes and had bruises.. even girl kicked in kicked in my nuts just because i was zipping my jacket and she was near and her long hairs get between zipper and get stuck so she oicked me in balls.

I was yes beaten but i always fight back so i dont consider myself weak.. when i was 15 several times there was attempt to mugg me with knifes and i get managed to get out and not robbed...

Then i hit mma club for self defence for several years..

Of course in my high school i had 0 females..


On grafuation day and promo there was only one woman left and when i approached she maked face in disguise like she wanted to throw up.. when i was 15 i also approached bunch of woman and they started to shout get out you ugly look at yourself and so on..


In college like i was always socialising but suddenly will find same group of people posted picture together somewhere on party.. i dont how they managed to get friends.. litteraly i was dping the smae thing talking and staff and i did not get friends or invited..

After college i was sitting home one year depressed then suddenly i got job in construction company my university recomendid me so basically nobody wnated to go in that construction project because it was cold and far away from living people newr town was 50 km far away but i agreeed on that..

Basicaly i become hr manager of 150 outcast worker mans in the gulag like wired camp.. pay was good but no woman around only males and most of them had prison records and dont want to work i had even arguments and almost fist fights with them...

Pay was good but stress very high also strange was when i get in capital of office of this big construction company only males where two fat it guys all other chief hr manager accountabs lawyer was womans!!! Oir general hr mamager did not liked me she was ruling everytging by fear,shame and manipulation and rumors.. we had 5 accountant womans and anyway never had that they oayed people in the time their salary it was always late by one or two weeks.. i was always sending correct documentations and they would lose it and then call me..

I had also other manager duties litteraly i was doing 3 mans job.. hr manager,office mamager, mobility operator and rusking hotelsss..


So i quit the job because i was living in camp 24/7 with former prisons and every day tgere was drinking and fighting..


Also i had to do draft in militart which i managed to dodge by getting in master degree programm so i quit job to attend my master and guess what i gwt 0 friends 0 dates i was seeking job and nobody would hire me even i speak several languages had foregin university degree..

I finished master and was staying home no job.. then decieded i will do other master degree ij foregin countru maybe it will be different experience i went ij italy and in hr master programm gues what same happened 0 dates 0 friends..

In my life i had two dates.. livingvwith mum can get job... No money..

I dont know what to do.. i dont consider myself ugly.. always try to be kind and helpful but i get angry now..

I have sense that i live in wrong time...

I dont now what to do..

In country that is poor and corrupted like where i live if you dont are socially active and have social network you will never land a normal job just to live..

So god forbid if my mother dies i would be homeless and die from hunger in the street and nobody gives fuck that i am smart have bachelors master degrees and so on..

I dont now what to do..

 

[Escthectrler]

Hi i am new here.. sorry for my english its not my native language..


I discovered incels like year or two ago but i was thinking more like i am just 30 year old virgin and how everything past in my life..

I want to like tell my story i dont now is it punishable by forum rules? But if you read i want your incel opinions did you people hed same experiences?

So i am now 30 year old virgin white guy height 5.11 but overweight as i eat to much because as i read here and now undeestand to cope with it..


So from childhood i was bulied everywhere i was bulied in school everyday beaten by 10-15 guys that i had footprints of their shoes in my clothes and had bruises.. even girl kicked in kicked in my nuts just because i was zipping my jacket and she was near and her long hairs get between zipper and get stuck so she oicked me in balls.

I was yes beaten but i always fight back so i dont consider myself weak.. when i was 15 several times there was attempt to mugg me with knifes and i get managed to get out and not robbed...

Then i hit mma club for self defence for several years..

Of course in my high school i had 0 females..


On grafuation day and promo there was only one woman left and when i approached she maked face in disguise like she wanted to throw up.. when i was 15 i also approached bunch of woman and they started to shout get out you ugly look at yourself and so on..


In college like i was always socialising but suddenly will find same group of people posted picture together somewhere on party.. i dont how they managed to get friends.. litteraly i was dping the smae thing talking and staff and i did not get friends or invited..

After college i was sitting home one year depressed then suddenly i got job in construction company my university recomendid me so basically nobody wnated to go in that construction project because it was cold and far away from living people newr town was 50 km far away but i agreeed on that..

Basicaly i become hr manager of 150 outcast worker mans in the gulag like wired camp.. pay was good but no woman around only males and most of them had prison records and dont want to work i had even arguments and almost fist fights with them...

Pay was good but stress very high also strange was when i get in capital of office of this big construction company only males where two fat it guys all other chief hr manager accountabs lawyer was womans!!! Oir general hr mamager did not liked me she was ruling everytging by fear,shame and manipulation and rumors.. we had 5 accountant womans and anyway never had that they oayed people in the time their salary it was always late by one or two weeks.. i was always sending correct documentations and they would lose it and then call me..

I had also other manager duties litteraly i was doing 3 mans job.. hr manager,office mamager, mobility operator and rusking hotelsss..


So i quit the job because i was living in camp 24/7 with former prisons and every day tgere was drinking and fighting..


Also i had to do draft in militart which i managed to dodge by getting in master degree programm so i quit job to attend my master and guess what i gwt 0 friends 0 dates i was seeking job and nobody would hire me even i speak several languages had foregin university degree..

I finished master and was staying home no job.. then decieded i will do other master degree ij foregin countru maybe it will be different experience i went ij italy and in hr master programm gues what same happened 0 dates 0 friends..

In my life i had two dates.. livingvwith mum can get job... No money..

I dont know what to do.. i dont consider myself ugly.. always try to be kind and helpful but i get angry now..

I have sense that i live in wrong time...

I dont now what to do..

In country that is poor and corrupted like where i live if you dont are socially active and have social network you will never land a normal job just to live..

So god forbid if my mother dies i would be homeless and die from hunger in the street and nobody gives fuck that i am smart have bachelors master degrees and so on..

I dont now what to do..

Larp

 

[mirmax]

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go get yourself a rating

I dont want to post my pic here maybe i would go ER WAYS..

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

You're a true oldcel and welcome but u can probably SEAmaxx coz you're tall and white

"5'11" ... "Tall".

You're forgetting that toilets' standards are ever rising, 6'6 is the absolute minimum today to ascend.

As for the OP, I'd say try to immigrate to Italy or some other place where you can moneymax, if you don't consider yourself ugly then have you tried looksmaxxing even further?

Being fat as a man means that there's a 99,99% chance that you're an incel (I'm an Obesecel and I literally just came home from an intense exercise as this is the first thing I should be looksmaxxing with).

If you're not conventionally ugly (like myself and many others here) you can go gymmaxxing and groommaxxing to make yourself one point or even two points higher.

You're an Incel now, but you don't have to be forever.

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

Bro if i move to germany i would be like utnermensh.. what does sea maxx means? Maybe i should do trucking staff? Like you are alone in truck deliver things get payed i dont know..

I was learning germany for years i have good base. In italy i had chad germam classmate o jesus all woman where flocking on him like flies..
I dont hade chads if they are not jerks towards me..

Chad's can be nice people. When it concerns Chad's I'd say "don't hate the player, hate the game" (toilets). SEAmaxxing is South East Asia, I'd say Gookmaxxing as White men maintain a distinct advantage in Japan, South Korea, Etc.

Alternatively if you have no problems with dark skin you can go Afromaxxing.

 

[mirmax]

"5'11" ... "Tall".

You're forgetting that toilets' standards are ever rising, 6'6 is the absolute minimum today to ascend.

As for the OP, I'd say try to immigrate to Italy or some other place where you can moneymax, if you don't consider yourself ugly then have you tried looksmaxxing even further?

Being fat as a man means that there's a 99,99% chance that you're an incel (I'm an Obesecel and I literally just came home from an intense exercise as this is the first thing I should be looksmaxxing with).

If you're not conventionally ugly (like myself and many others here) you can go gymmaxxing and groommaxxing to make yourself one point or even two points higher.

You're an Incel now, but you don't have to be forever.

Bro i dont now i can get fat very fast..
Problem is not looksmaxxing or gymmaxxing... But problem is living in this fake corrupt world constantly to be stressed in competition... I speak and now russian and english so i looked and russian and english mgtow and law stories and groups.. thats fucked up..

In my country is so poor they can not enforce child support on man and their bullshido laws... But now fesminist are working with govermemts to take new laws and enforce.them..

We just couple years aho get restrainig orders and sexual assault laws... And already woman start to abuse it to revenge on man... Lucky our courts are siding with mans if woman has no real evidencies.. in last month two mans where charged with rape because they slept with two ukrainian womans and they wrote complaint in police police woukd not do anything because this woman had no ebidencies but feminist grouos started screaming and media kick in... and this mans get charged and in 3 month custudy in jail before final court.. its scary.. one jail guard said from 10 newcommers in jails 7 are charged with domestic violance... Now imagine how many guys are sitting on fakse rape and sexual assault charges..

Even if i get great job and female i doubt would be happy.. this chads are so childish and their worldview is so simple..

 

[mirmax]

Chad's can be nice people. When it concerns Chad's I'd say "don't hate the player, hate the game" (toilets). SEAmaxxing is South East Asia, I'd say Gookmaxxing as White men maintain a distinct advantage in Japan, South Korea, Etc.

Alternatively if you have no problems with dark skin you can go Afromaxxing.

Lol i was thinkimg seamaxx is when you go to sea on ship and work there lol only man are working in the sea so.. i was thinking its quiet job for not social guy like me

 

[mirmax]

Jfl, this is one of the worst places to moneymaxx, OP should try germany perhaps

I was doing master in italy it sucks..

No jobs even for younger italians if you dont have some uncle somewhere or great social networking..

 

[Misogynist Curry 卐]

You are more incel than @Currycel69_ , @Broly , @El Enemigo , @InMinecraft , @Lycan

 

[Puppeter]

Where are you from

 

[Remaincel]

If you are involutary virgin then you are incel there is not so much mystery

 

[mirmax]

Where are you from

Sorry can not say

 

[mirmax]

If you are involutary virgin then you are incel there is not so much mystery

Yes i guess i am i did not know about black pill and incels but had exact same toughts by myself that guys are saying..

I guess society is no differ and it does not matter where you live..


But good in my country is its somehow conservitve still so nobody fucks around me and talks shit womans are not empowered on that level and lookism also...

I truely pity american and western europe society where if something even little is wrong and they start to bully and shame.. womam start to swear and even beat man.. thats unmaginable for me..

 

[Deleted member 42445]

always try to be kind and helpful

“It is better to be feared than loved, if you cannot be both.”
-Niccolo Bernard Machiavelli

 

[mirmax]

If you're tall and white you could ascend with coloured foids if you consider it real ascension.

I am not tall i am 1.78 sm its medium but when i look at kids who are in school or 18-19 there is different generatiom at all most of them are tall minimum 1.85 and handsome..

Definitly in my country generation norn in 90 s are ugly comparing to newer generation..

 

[Hell]

i dont consider myself ugly..

Why is this cope so prevalent?
You are a 30 year old virgin, that doesn't happen by accident. You literally had women telling you that you are ugly to your face.
You are ugly. You are an ugly incel.
But you are welcome here.

 

[mirmax]

1,78m is still the average (I'm 18) but I guess it depends where you are. Surprised how you're 30 and still a virgin and you're medium height and white. Do you know where you went wrong?

Bro i had problem with health very low immunity i always had cold, chronic bronchitis and had several asthma attacks till 15 after i hit pubertt my health improved..

But i coukd not play in summer or spirnh as i xath a cold have fever..

And kids dont like my anyway.. always bullied me as in hood and in school..

My healtg did improved but litteraly i did not had any interaction with girls and theybwhere showing attention to me..

Even i was average height in high school i was like always 3-4 th heighest in class. i change 5 high school in 12 years it did not helped me femalws prifferd more hooligan type pooukar guys even if they where ahorter and uglier and dumb then me..

 

[mindgoblin80085]

no

 

[mirmax]

1,78m is still the average (I'm 18) but I guess it depends where you are. Surprised how you're 30 and still a virgin and you're medium height and white. Do you know where you went wrong?

If you are 1.78 and 18 you still have chance to get more height there is some exercises to do maybe you can gain several cm. My advice as oldcel would be what i would do now as i am 30 would do if i was again 18..


If i was 18 and had no problems with health that forbid join army i would go french foregin legion or us army if i am in usa.. for 4 years one contract pay is good for 18 year old kid and to go in war now is less chance.. yes i know its dumb to join army but if there is no active war and there are litteraly 90 % more people that did not go in war while served in army..

Then i would go for some degeee when i would be 22 after army or i would do medical school that army would be finance for me.. then mdmaxxx det free making more then 200,000 +500,000 fucking nurses or anybody.l be respected in society..

Never ever get bullshit degrees like political science,international reltaions amd so on..
Liberal arts degrees..

Always go and put money and resources in degrees that are more practical...

Always put yourself higer then any mass female or male they are dumber then you... You are mentally stronger then anybody if chad or stacy would be in my shoes for year they would commitied suicide or mass shootings....
I am literraly a living fucking saint bodhhisatva..

What else try to do gym always meditate..


If you live with single mother or not functional familiy and in debeloped country try to move better have roommates who fuck.. then toxic mom
That will always cockblock by shes crazy ideas and worldview..

If yoy can martialmaxxx but if you are too beta dont go in mma or box start with wrestling bjj.. if you wwnt to do box and mma dont sparing for one year just train and get money oit all the headgear and knee and thooth guard..

Martial maxx is art gym maxxing is for losers and chads.. i can kick and rio any gym maxxed normie even 3 tigether and i am 1.78 105 kg.. all the gymmaxxing is uslees butaforia in real dangerous situatiin.. if you are incel and 18 go in law school and became mans righta defeneder lawyer like femnists are doing.. yeah feminazis and other cuxkold liberal would hate you but you woukd be leader and there are plentyof stacy s conservitves who arehot and feminine get wet for man who fight for ideas.. also get some actor classes if you coukd manage to get..

Incels are smart they are lebeling them incels as psychos so be like that infiktrate society go in gender studies..

I now consider to do that phd in incel stuidies that woukd be funny and they have free scholarships. I would research myself..

 

[Puppeter]

Sorry can not say

Nigga why are you scared we all the same here

 

[mirmax]

Nigga why are you scared we all the same here

I am not nigga then maybe others should be scared of me? I am not dumb to post here radical stuff and my location then feminazis and cuckoldmlnazis who are coming on this board to snitch on me i am not dumb like that yet..

 

[Immolator]

according to this thread, yes

 

[mirmax]

O

yes you are. welcome fellow trucel.

Ohh shiit

 

[Nemesis]

even girl kicked in kicked in my nuts just because i was zipping my jacket and she was near and her long hairs get between zipper and get stuck so she oicked me in balls.

I was kicked in my nuts by girl because she was "scared" of me

 

[mirmax]

I was kicked in my nuts by girl because she was "scared" of me

No never happend i guess i am not so bad on looks

 

[GenGene]

So i am now 30 year old virgin white guy height 5.11

Of course in my high school i had 0 females..

On grafuation day and promo there was only one woman left and when i approached she maked face in disguise like she wanted to throw up.. when i was 15 i also approached bunch of woman and they started to shout get out you ugly look at yourself and so on..

No never happend i guess i am not so bad on looks

Over, cope, and slavs aren't white.

 

[mirmax]

Over, cope, and slavs aren't white.

Who said i am slav? I am not russian..

I will not cope and will not go to excort now i need to lose weiggt and get money to date activly..

 

[Deleted member 42445]

I will not cope

will not go to excort

good, as an escortcel who is trying to quit I can say you are on the right path. I can elaborate further if you are interested

lose weiggt and get money to date activly

 

[mirmax]

good, as an escortcel who is trying to quit I can say you are on the right path. I can elaborate further if you are interested

Yeah i dont know if i will try could i get managed to get gf job and normie life i think yes but i have other insecurities is it worth it? My childhood friends they all get wife and children..
I dont know if i had just gf or could have game i did not wanted to have family in 21 century its fucked up not worth it..

What i would want to travel in the world fuck chicks of different nationalities and have great life... Yeah thats my dream, but what i could see is there is several oprtunities that life gave me as incel..

1. Get job be work horse in job get fucked by everybody rumored and forced out by womans from job, home job home job life style till i get crazy nuts and shoot somebody on job or kill myself..

2. Work on myself moneymaxx gymmaxx, socialwhoremaxx maybe i will land a gf or wife who will cheat on me after some time get divorced rape and cuckolded... ans if iam not obey false sexual assault charged or false rape charged..sent in jail.Always get mocked that my wife had 20 plus dick in her pussy and maybe when i am on job somebody fucks her..

3. Die as warrior in battle against this opressive man hated system..

4. Degreding more in house where i am living with mom.. beat and abuse mom as she gets old and living at her pesnion of 100 bucks per month (basically starving) and start to drinking in hope my liver would gave me out in some time and i would die..

5. Pursue phd and become legit academic incel professor

What should i do? Help me fellow incels borthers of my inceltrouble vote for me i am 29 years i should do something now or just rope myself..