Am I becoming schizophrenic?

[can't cope no more]

Every waking moment, I feel like someone is staring at me, even inside my own house. Alone.

For example, I’m sitting in my computer chair and I feel like a coworker from my job is watching me on the side, judging how I act.

It’s gotten worse to the point where I can’t even make noise because I feel like I’m bothering the people around me and I don’t want to cause attention towards myself. Keep in mind, I’m still alone.

Even when I want to jerk off, I feel like someone is watching me in my room so I end up going under my covers and jerking off there.

What’s going on with my brain? Has all the isolation and loneliness destroyed my brain permanently to where now I imagine people in my life?

 

[PunishedNEETcel]

I am watching you as we speak

 

[THE TRUE SIGMA]

edge phase

 

[PureImagination]

For example, I’m sitting in my computer chair and I feel like a coworker from my job is watching me on the side, judging how I act.

Even when I want to jerk off, I feel like someone is watching me in my room so I end up going under my covers and jerking off there.

Both very very relatable. I always think my coworkers are listening what I say and think and make up scenarios were I impress them, because of massive lack of interaction.

 

[can't cope no more]

edge phase

Huh?

 

[MassEffectKoala]

it is side effect of isolation no female incel lifestyle maybe

 

[Balding Subhuman]

As a child I've thought that people have poisoned my food - it was more or less real paranoia, and I've had some psychotic symptoms even after that, but none of that ever manifested as a full blown psychosis.

All I can say is don't smoke pot.

 

[turbosperg]

isolation and loneliness destroyed my brain

 

[Apokalypse]

i feel the same sometimes, sometimes when im taking a shite i feel like people are watching me

 

[can't cope no more]

As a child I've thought that people have poisoned my food - it was more or less real paranoia, and I've had some psychotic symptoms even after that, but none of that ever manifested as a full blown psychosis.

All I can say is don't smoke pot.

I never smoke. Although funny enough, one of my coworkers let me hit his wax pen cause I wanted to try weed and the whole schizophrenia shit when away. It felt like I was actually a living human being. My mind felt so clear.

 

[Balding Subhuman]

I never smoke. Although funny enough, one of my coworkers let me hit his wax pen cause I wanted to try weed and the whole schizophrenia shit when away. It felt like I was actually a living human being. My mind felt so clear.

Maybe CBD gummies might help you, who knows.

 

[can't cope no more]

Maybe CBD gummies might help you, who knows.

How do you get them?

 

[Balding Subhuman]

How do you get them?

Depends where you live, they may or may not be legal and available

 

[can't cope no more]

Depends where you live, they may or may not be legal and available

Let’s say is legal where I live, is it a prescription or can I just go to a smoke shop and get some?

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Let’s say is legal where I live, is it a prescription or can I just go to a smoke shop and get some?

Some supplement stores sell them at least where I live, google is your friend

 

[Orzmund]

Maybe you're affected by an over-abundant exposure to social environments that require a certain degree of conformity, and you're only carrying a sense of it wherever you might be. Do you have an uptight, onerous job?

 

[zangano1]

Maybe

 

[curryboy420]

Let’s say is legal where I live, is it a prescription or can I just go to a smoke shop and get some?

You can buy CBD oil anywhere now