wasted12years
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I've been drinking a bottle of 350ml vodka almost once every week since November 2021. In the last two weeks i drank a 700ml bottle of vodka a week. I usually mix the vodka with mineral water and i also drink it without anything mixed. In addition to the 350ml vodka i sometimes buy 2 ciders.
I got a pretty bad hangover this week, got really depressed with no energy but now 2 days later i still feel like drinking the next week. It's such a great cope. Being able to listen to whatever music you want for 6+ hrs. I don't have a full time job so i would never drink on work days, it's just on my days off once a week. I could quit but everything is so fucking boring. I do nofap so i can't fap... I have no friends to hang out with, got tired of video/PC-games. I spend the majority of my time on youtube and out in the woods but i can't help to look forward downing that bottle of vodka while i listen to music. I just feel like i have to... To be able to cope with everything.
It's the best escapism for me without a doubt.
I got a pretty bad hangover this week, got really depressed with no energy but now 2 days later i still feel like drinking the next week. It's such a great cope. Being able to listen to whatever music you want for 6+ hrs. I don't have a full time job so i would never drink on work days, it's just on my days off once a week. I could quit but everything is so fucking boring. I do nofap so i can't fap... I have no friends to hang out with, got tired of video/PC-games. I spend the majority of my time on youtube and out in the woods but i can't help to look forward downing that bottle of vodka while i listen to music. I just feel like i have to... To be able to cope with everything.
It's the best escapism for me without a doubt.