My mom keeps bothering the shit out of me to go out, she even talk to one of the girls of our church about it, the girl is my looks-match but she is not a virgin in fact she is a single mother to a baby of 2, apparently she agreed to give me a chance and my mother got furious when i refused to go out with her, no matter how much i explain to her about how stupid this is, she keeps insisting i am only single because i don't try.
Why would i after so many rejections think that this is any different? i will not pay for the bills of chad's kid, i am sorry, i do not know if she would sleep with me if i tried to have a relationship with her, probably yes, but this is no different than paying a whore to sleep with me, actually is much worse, the prostitute will ask for 100 bucks but she will request 100x times more than that and a humiliation trial as well as a servitude ritual to her, the only thing i have in this shitty life is somewhat of a good financial stability(as much as it is possible in a 3rd world shithole nation at least) and now my mom thinks it is a good idea to throw the only good thing i got going for myself into a trash can.
In this state i already want to end my life so bad, imagine after that whore takes all my money away...
and to any normie reading this shit, no. this is not a pessimist self fulfilling prophecy. if you think that trying to start something with a single mother is a good idea than your brain-cells are actually dead and i am surprised you are not being eaten by the mold in your walls given how low on the food chain you are, any kind of talk about "oh! a woman wants to give you a chance and potentially build a family with you and all you think about is to compare that to a prostitute? is sex the only thing you care about?" NO! after a lifetime of being put down by my looks matches, i am supposed to accept them after chad had his fun? he gets them at their best and i get them at their worst? she might not be one of the girls that send me my own way but she embodies the same culture and mindset that they have, i would have been very happy to have had a teen love moment and then build a family with that, most of us are bluepilled in our youth i would have been very happy to be the provider in those terms of having had only one partner, so you see it is not me who is obsessed with sex, but women, they all had the chance to get the loving family dynamic and a love that goes beyond just the carnal lust, but they preferred to sit on chad's cock their whole youth, stop pretending the girl actuality wants a dad for her kid, she wants a money bag, had she won the lottery she would have never even looked my way, i am sure some dumb cuck will come be her white knight anyway since women have plot armor of the tutorial mode life.
Why would i after so many rejections think that this is any different? i will not pay for the bills of chad's kid, i am sorry, i do not know if she would sleep with me if i tried to have a relationship with her, probably yes, but this is no different than paying a whore to sleep with me, actually is much worse, the prostitute will ask for 100 bucks but she will request 100x times more than that and a humiliation trial as well as a servitude ritual to her, the only thing i have in this shitty life is somewhat of a good financial stability(as much as it is possible in a 3rd world shithole nation at least) and now my mom thinks it is a good idea to throw the only good thing i got going for myself into a trash can.
In this state i already want to end my life so bad, imagine after that whore takes all my money away...
and to any normie reading this shit, no. this is not a pessimist self fulfilling prophecy. if you think that trying to start something with a single mother is a good idea than your brain-cells are actually dead and i am surprised you are not being eaten by the mold in your walls given how low on the food chain you are, any kind of talk about "oh! a woman wants to give you a chance and potentially build a family with you and all you think about is to compare that to a prostitute? is sex the only thing you care about?" NO! after a lifetime of being put down by my looks matches, i am supposed to accept them after chad had his fun? he gets them at their best and i get them at their worst? she might not be one of the girls that send me my own way but she embodies the same culture and mindset that they have, i would have been very happy to have had a teen love moment and then build a family with that, most of us are bluepilled in our youth i would have been very happy to be the provider in those terms of having had only one partner, so you see it is not me who is obsessed with sex, but women, they all had the chance to get the loving family dynamic and a love that goes beyond just the carnal lust, but they preferred to sit on chad's cock their whole youth, stop pretending the girl actuality wants a dad for her kid, she wants a money bag, had she won the lottery she would have never even looked my way, i am sure some dumb cuck will come be her white knight anyway since women have plot armor of the tutorial mode life.
