As you know we live in a world where even bottom of the barrel women have constant easy access to a multitude of Chads and they ignore the rest of us unless they want to leech money. We will never be able to compete with Chad in looks, status, or even wealth in most cases no matter how hard we try and have been deemed genetic garbage. But what if you could do something to please women that Chad cannot do better?
I have a peculiar fetish and made an account on a site for this kink and posted on a meetup board. I uploaded a picture of me with my face obscured but body exposed and a girl messaged me a few days later asking if my account was real because almost all the other guys on that board are flabby or super skinny. After a quick back and forth she gave me her snapchat and we began to talk a few times a day. It turns out she can't get off without this fetish and I just happen to be exceedingly good at acting it out so after a couple of weeks she asks to come over because she still lives with her parents at 19 and I have my own place.
So she drives a hour and a half to my house and we begin to play around and eventually she looks me in the eyes and starts making out with me. It wasn't long after that we stripped down and had sex. It was very difficult for me to get over 3 decades of celdom to try and let my brain function in an intimate situation, I started having panic attacks several times. She asked me why my heart was beating so fast while we were making out.
Anyways this is not a bragging thread. That was the only plan I could devise to lose my virginity as a 32 year old incel to a willing participant. The fact she was an attractive teenaged 5'8" white girl probably made it easier. Will it make up for 30+ years of loneliness? Of course not but I still feel better now that it is no longer hanging over my head, wizardry isn't that great. Oh yeah and I never dropped my blackpill beliefs, it's all true and the idiots on reddit and the like are full of shit. Lifting weights might have helped me somewhat but that was only because I decided to become a bigger fish in a smaller pond rather than trying to swim in the Chad sea.
I will now wait out my ban because I believe incel boards are for true incels even though I doubt my life is going to change much and I kind of had to cheat the game to get laid. Thanks for the camaraderie and laughs over the years.
I have a peculiar fetish and made an account on a site for this kink and posted on a meetup board. I uploaded a picture of me with my face obscured but body exposed and a girl messaged me a few days later asking if my account was real because almost all the other guys on that board are flabby or super skinny. After a quick back and forth she gave me her snapchat and we began to talk a few times a day. It turns out she can't get off without this fetish and I just happen to be exceedingly good at acting it out so after a couple of weeks she asks to come over because she still lives with her parents at 19 and I have my own place.
So she drives a hour and a half to my house and we begin to play around and eventually she looks me in the eyes and starts making out with me. It wasn't long after that we stripped down and had sex. It was very difficult for me to get over 3 decades of celdom to try and let my brain function in an intimate situation, I started having panic attacks several times. She asked me why my heart was beating so fast while we were making out.
Anyways this is not a bragging thread. That was the only plan I could devise to lose my virginity as a 32 year old incel to a willing participant. The fact she was an attractive teenaged 5'8" white girl probably made it easier. Will it make up for 30+ years of loneliness? Of course not but I still feel better now that it is no longer hanging over my head, wizardry isn't that great. Oh yeah and I never dropped my blackpill beliefs, it's all true and the idiots on reddit and the like are full of shit. Lifting weights might have helped me somewhat but that was only because I decided to become a bigger fish in a smaller pond rather than trying to swim in the Chad sea.
I will now wait out my ban because I believe incel boards are for true incels even though I doubt my life is going to change much and I kind of had to cheat the game to get laid. Thanks for the camaraderie and laughs over the years.
