Slowy walking towards my Slow and Painfull and Loveless Death of mine
Don't have a Car,Console or Pc to Cope with
It's only Porn that makes me feel something and that I feeling Is Dispise and Hatred to myself and people around me who have better lives than me
Why can't I have that life
I been Slaving my way to help
Give some money and food to poor and help anybody in need even if I'm fucking broke and I was Dumb enough to think that when I was young and simple minded
I'm Gods Abomination
I was created by his own image?
That's unfair for me and other who have nothing in there lives
Was he Drunk when he created me?
That's bullshit
Most of my life I been following the rules
I never been angry and hated anyone when I was young even if there were in the wrong
All that change when I know it's was ovER when my life began
I Fucking Hate This Life
Because I Always Been Alone In This Fucking Hateful World
Don't have a Car,Console or Pc to Cope with
It's only Porn that makes me feel something and that I feeling Is Dispise and Hatred to myself and people around me who have better lives than me
Why can't I have that life
I been Slaving my way to help
Give some money and food to poor and help anybody in need even if I'm fucking broke and I was Dumb enough to think that when I was young and simple minded
I'm Gods Abomination
I was created by his own image?
That's unfair for me and other who have nothing in there lives
Was he Drunk when he created me?
That's bullshit
Most of my life I been following the rules
I never been angry and hated anyone when I was young even if there were in the wrong
All that change when I know it's was ovER when my life began
I Fucking Hate This Life
Because I Always Been Alone In This Fucking Hateful World
