All of you are my friends

[Spice]

That's all i wanted to say, been through a lot of shit, using too many drugs such as methamphetamine and i nearly fell into insanity, got into a fight that got me stabbed but i managed to beat the fuck out of the prick, that's for another story though

We all suffering together in this shit so at least we aren't alone

 

[FuckYou]

got into a fight that got me slashed but i managed to beat the fuck out of the prick

Nice

 

[Grodd]

We all suffering together in this shit so at least we aren't alone

 

[Spice]

Nice

Don't wanna risk doxxin myself but could prove it, i got some battle scars haha, i beat him up so badly the fucker was screaming and got his teeth knocked out, it was some over petty shit too long of a story might make a thread about it at some point but too much of a paranoid freak, i realized that being alone is better because at least you don't got to deal with bullshit from others

Especially since i also have BPD, relationships with people just don't work for me, at that stage you also realize you won't find a girlfriend or keep friends for too long, there will be few people that will stick around with you and you know they real at least and the ones that you know are fake, they give up usually or leave you behind

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

hello

 

[Aventador]

Stay safe and comfy fren

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Spice
Borderline ★★★★★
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[Spice]

Spice
Borderline ★★★★★
JoinedAug 11, 2020
Posts417

5 stars wanted level

On a serious note i miss this forum

 

[andrej]

Hello friend

 

[Mr Black]

using too many drugs such as methamphetamine

my greatgrandfather was addicted to this

 

[PhineasSpear]

My condolences.

got into a fight that got me stabbed but i managed to beat the fuck out of the prick, that's for another story though

I oughta carry some sort of weapon or atleast something you can defend yourself (e. g. mace) if I were you. Sorry you got stabbed tho.

 

[Spice]

my greatgrandfather was addicted to this

Funny thing is that i don't really have cravings for it, the problem is i was redosing this shit like a retard due to having a very high stimulant tolerance even if i take a month break (I would take grams literally),

Im taking breaks from now on though and keep it to minimum

 

[Spice]

My condolences.

I oughta carry some sort of weapon or atleast something you can defend yourself (e. g. mace) if I were you. Sorry you got stabbed tho.

Well i didn't just beat him with my bare fist let's just say

 

[PhineasSpear]

Well i didn't just beat him with my bare fist let's just say

oh damn

 

[Spice]

oh damn

Fucker couldn't use the thing properly and yet i still managed to fuck him up, never show fear in a fight and always strike fast

 

[ItsOverMan]

Aww thanks.

i beat him up so badly the fucker was screaming and got his teeth knocked out

Low-inhib mogger

 

[Spice]

Aww thanks.



Low-inhib mogger

No worries

Lowinhibmaxxing for sure kek

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Same boyo

One day you'll escape being a GrAY fellow 2020cel

 

[xek000000kk]

hello bro

 

[Spice]

Same boyo

One day you'll escape being a GrAY fellow 2020cel

Its funny because i remember you, i think you were on other forums as well, i knew lots of friends that left and never went back and some stayed on the forums, few roped unfortunately as well

 

[Halloween]

Thanks brocel

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Its funny because i remember you, i think you were on other forums as well

Still am on other forums but .is is where i'm the most active by far

i knew lots of friends that left and never went back and some stayed on the forums, few roped unfortunately as well

It's crazy when you look back at all the guys who left us...

 

[MrZez]

I could use some frends
Thank u brocel

 

[NearestNeighbor]

this is the only place where i feel somewhat understood

 

[Itsoverm8]

No friends only enemies

 

[Spice]

No friends only enemies

As i've learned myself, sometimes your friends can be your true enemies

 

[Spice]

Still am on other forums but .is is where i'm the most active by far


It's crazy when you look back at all the guys who left us...

I remember so many people but can't recall their names, i do remember bummer drummer for example, was friends with that guy, he was something lol

Like i legit do wonder what happened to the old users, how their lives are now

 

[rapetorturekill]

Especially since i also have BPD, relationships with people just don't work for me,

I don’t have BPD but I can relate to this. I’m not a social person.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I remember so many people but can't recall their names, i do remember bummer drummer for example, was friends with that guy, he was something lol

Like i legit do wonder what happened to the old users, how their lives are now

Bummer drummer was last seen in january apparently but barely posts anything

I think many of the old guys just found other copes, or betabuxxed for used up women

 

[ihatelife2]

We care. Take care of yourself man.

 

[Spice]

I don’t have BPD but I can relate to this. I’m not a social person.

Glad you could relate

I wish i could describe what having BPD is like into words but i can only do it in simpler terms, its like im on verge of insanity and my mood shifts really rapidly, paranoid time to time, so much bullshit in the mind you know

It can impact your life to such extent besides relationships, jobs and everything because you either have difficulty finding something you like or keeping it, your mind always changes constantly

Lead me into doing anti social things in general as well haha, some of the things i do to myself are self induced to some extent

 

[Spice]

Bummer drummer was last seen in january apparently but barely posts anything

I think many of the old guys just found other copes, or betabuxxed for used up women

I think he is busy coping with vidya, found his form of escapism i guess lol

but yeah true, they found their copes, I also wonder if any ended up in similar situations like me, bad things can always happen of course

 

[Pray to Yukon Koala]

That's all i wanted to say, been through a lot of shit, using too many drugs such as methamphetamine and i nearly fell into insanity, got into a fight that got me stabbed but i managed to beat the fuck out of the prick, that's for another story though

We all suffering together in this shit so at least we aren't alone

based bro we proud of you

 

[Spice]

based bro we proud of you

Thanks man, appreciate it guys, its a relief for me because i feel understood at least and all of us can relate as we all have our own bad experiences

 

[Numetalist]

That's all i wanted to say, been through a lot of shit, using too many drugs such as methamphetamine and i nearly fell into insanity, got into a fight that got me stabbed but i managed to beat the fuck out of the prick, that's for another story though

We all suffering together in this shit so at least we aren't alone

that's what this is for, at least imo. There's a lot of fuckwits here but there's also a lot of brocels just looking for support and people to talk to about how shitty this world is.
I hope life treats you better in the future man.

 

[ImperialArk]

you need to earn it gray

 

[grimlockcel]

Okay

 

[Spice]

you need to earn it gray

I was sleeping

 

[Spice]

that's what this is for, at least imo. There's a lot of fuckwits here but there's also a lot of brocels just looking for support and people to talk to about how shitty this world is.
I hope life treats you better in the future man.

Thanks, i hope life treats you better as well

Its true what you said, there is lot of us that go here and look for support, after all that's the point of this forum since there isn't many forums like these to begin with, not that many that i could think of top of my head

Its a good thing in general because in a way while things are bad you can always let it out without being judged at least

 

[XUn0rth0doxS0rrowsX]

 

[t3mcel]

thank you friend and hello

 

[CADcel]

were all in this together brocels

 

[Sir Silentium]

You are my friend as well
Pepe + Wojak

 

[Oldcel_Narutofan]

That's all i wanted to say, been through a lot of shit, using too many drugs such as methamphetamine and i nearly fell into insanity, got into a fight that got me stabbed but i managed to beat the fuck out of the prick, that's for another story though

We all suffering together in this shit so at least we aren't alone

No such thing as friends brah
Male friendship is FAKE.

 

[Halloween]

this is my life, my home. Thanks brocel

 

[Halloween]

No such thing as friends brah
Male friendship is FAKE.

anyone here would definitely kill everyone on this forum for a loyal mtb

 

[Oldcel_Narutofan]

anyone here would definitely kill everyone on this forum for a loyal mtb

cant we get together and attack villages and share foids like loot as ancient sub5s did
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