
SuperKanga.Belgrade
In The Key Of Saturn
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- Jun 10, 2024
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I'm so sorry for everything I said last night. You guys mean everything to me, and despite my anger towards my family, I do care about them.
I just don't know why I'm this way. I make post after post just venting, but I never do anything about it. And I lash out on everyone in my vicinity.
I said some of the most cruel and fucked up things last night. Both to all of you guys, and my family.
And you guys are a part of my family. I share everything with you guys, both the good, and the bad.
I love you all so much, I'm so sorry.
All of this is my fault. I knew that despite the alcohol use I was gonna do this to myself and everyone I love, and you guys don't deserve this.
I don't know anymore. I just never feel happy. Something weighs me down so much, and I feel all the burdens I have caused.
Every single thing is my fault. Maybe even the ways that others treat me. I just walk around with this negative energy, and I can't stop myself.
My god I have done so much wrong. And I can't take any of my words back. Thank you for listening to me despite all that I have done. All the hurt I have caused. I try not to let anyone get close to me, but I just hurt everyone.
I'm so sorry guys, from the bottom of my heart, I didn't mean anything I said. I love you all.
I just don't know why I'm this way. I make post after post just venting, but I never do anything about it. And I lash out on everyone in my vicinity.
I said some of the most cruel and fucked up things last night. Both to all of you guys, and my family.
And you guys are a part of my family. I share everything with you guys, both the good, and the bad.
I love you all so much, I'm so sorry.
All of this is my fault. I knew that despite the alcohol use I was gonna do this to myself and everyone I love, and you guys don't deserve this.
I don't know anymore. I just never feel happy. Something weighs me down so much, and I feel all the burdens I have caused.
Every single thing is my fault. Maybe even the ways that others treat me. I just walk around with this negative energy, and I can't stop myself.
My god I have done so much wrong. And I can't take any of my words back. Thank you for listening to me despite all that I have done. All the hurt I have caused. I try not to let anyone get close to me, but I just hurt everyone.
I'm so sorry guys, from the bottom of my heart, I didn't mean anything I said. I love you all.