Even when I'm not hurting anybody or committing any crimes, all i've ever done in my entire life and especially for the near 3k days after finishing school completely is just consume resources like food and water that i don't even pay for. And when I'm not doing that, then i'm talking to myself very angrily to the point of near shouting when my parents aren't home or when they are i'm just arguing with them over my life or stupid stuff, watching videos on the internet, drawing terribly, playing games, pissing and shitting in the toilet, jerking off, watering plants and then i sleep in the night.
I have not offered a single contribution to my family at all and instead just take from the tribe and not contribute, my other siblings have and i have yet to do so, am i entitled to? did they ask me to? Well, no to both, but its depressing and guilt driving to think about because despite the shit i talk about them, it's their altruism thats keeping me alive and the moment they die i'm pretty much going to be homeless and then dead. The only things i've ever brought were steam gift cards and food for the very few times i leave the house with the money i saved from birthdays and christmas.
This is the reality for adult men with autism; not only are the majority of use permaNEETS but i read something that said most homeless people are autistic. I'll be in my late 20's in 3 months and i have no work history, no drivers license, no love life, no bills to pay, no taxes, nothing. I pretty knew it was going to be like this due to the past but i'm not dwelling on that because it was meant to be.
My whole life has just been consooming and interacting with things that never happened, i never payed for, people that aren't real, things that aren't real, people i'll never meet, stories i never experienced.
I have not offered a single contribution to my family at all and instead just take from the tribe and not contribute, my other siblings have and i have yet to do so, am i entitled to? did they ask me to? Well, no to both, but its depressing and guilt driving to think about because despite the shit i talk about them, it's their altruism thats keeping me alive and the moment they die i'm pretty much going to be homeless and then dead. The only things i've ever brought were steam gift cards and food for the very few times i leave the house with the money i saved from birthdays and christmas.
This is the reality for adult men with autism; not only are the majority of use permaNEETS but i read something that said most homeless people are autistic. I'll be in my late 20's in 3 months and i have no work history, no drivers license, no love life, no bills to pay, no taxes, nothing. I pretty knew it was going to be like this due to the past but i'm not dwelling on that because it was meant to be.
My whole life has just been consooming and interacting with things that never happened, i never payed for, people that aren't real, things that aren't real, people i'll never meet, stories i never experienced.
