Why it had to be like this? 
All i wanted was a normal life wih some friends and gf, but i had to be bullied, ignored all during my school life, a fucking late bloomer, i wish i had never to think about all this stuff but it had to be,i just wanted to studymaxx then just get married after, but i was living in delusion world, i was delusional and misguided about the true nature of this cruel world, i just wanted to chill man this is not fair, and now im on is. bait posting (still grateful for this site) but i didn't imagine life like this man
No foids looks at me, i don't exist, and because im alone all the time, i found myself thinking about all the trauma of the bullying i had to endure and mistreatment and it feels like shit , i will always remember being excluded from the group because i was "weird" for them,because i looked like a kid to them and i was to immature just because of how i look, i couldn't participate to "mature" stuff they were doings, it pains me
All i wanted was a normal life wih some friends and gf, but i had to be bullied, ignored all during my school life, a fucking late bloomer, i wish i had never to think about all this stuff but it had to be,i just wanted to studymaxx then just get married after, but i was living in delusion world, i was delusional and misguided about the true nature of this cruel world, i just wanted to chill man this is not fair, and now im on is. bait posting (still grateful for this site) but i didn't imagine life like this man No foids looks at me, i don't exist, and because im alone all the time, i found myself thinking about all the trauma of the bullying i had to endure and mistreatment and it feels like shit
, i will always remember being excluded from the group because i was "weird" for them,because i looked like a kid to them and i was to immature just because of how i look, i couldn't participate to "mature" stuff they were doings, it pains me 
