All I want in life

[Deleted member 7448]

Is to do something not completely boring, be good at it, and make money from it.

But you see, I'm not only an incel. I'm a big fucking idiot. I had chances, even born in this shithole country. I blew those chances, wasted my nest egg. Now I'm a useless shell of a human being who will wageslave for pennies till the day he dies.

 

[VST]

All I want is someone that I can interact with IRL that loves me and cares for me.

 

[Incel Prime]

Is to do something not completely boring, be good at it, and make money from it.

But you see, I'm not only an incel. I'm a big fucking idiot. I had chances, even born in this shithole country. I blew those chances, wasted my nest egg. Now I'm a useless shell of a human being who will wageslave for pennies till the day he dies.

Dont rope

 

[Evildoer]

LDAR with us, hold on.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

its fucking over, just LDAR

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Everything is a short-term cope unless you have the strength to develop career, looks and social skills at once and ascend.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Everything is a short-term cope unless you have the strength to develop career, looks and social skills at once and ascend.

Have no strength, motivation, looks, or skills. I'll LDAR.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Is to do something not completely boring, be good at it, and make money from it.

But you see, I'm not only an incel. I'm a big fucking idiot. I had chances, even born in this shithole country. I blew those chances, wasted my nest egg. Now I'm a useless shell of a human being who will wageslave for pennies till the day he dies.

Where did u grow up and what chances did u have?

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Where did u grow up and what chances did u have?

Poor country (200$ is the average monthly salary here). Went to uni abroad, a first world country. Used my parents' savings for it, all their money. Didn't even have to work. Studied well for 1 year, got very good grades. But I also started getting into alcohol. So For 1 year and a half I was an alcoholic, ruined my health, wasted my money (a lot of money for where I'm from) and dropped out. Now I enrolled in a uni in my home country, shitty degree. Basically, even when I gradute, this degree isn't worth shit. I wasted all the money that my parents saved decades for, I chipped my front teeth when I was blackout drunk, I ruined my pancreas, I embarrassed myself hundreds of times publicly, I continued to drink when I got home so I kind of fought with my parents a lot, called them names, they even called the police a few times. Now our relationship is better, but of course it's still strained. But I wasted so much money and 2 years of my life. Now I'm wasting 3 more for a useless degree, since it allows me to kind of LDAR except when going to uni.

I ruined my pathetic life.

 

[z2020]

Poor country (200$ is the average monthly salary here). Went to uni abroad, a first world country. Used my parents' savings for it, all their money. Didn't even have to work. Studied well for 1 year, got very good grades. But I also started getting into alcohol. So For 1 year and a half I was an alcoholic, ruined my health, wasted my money (a lot of money for where I'm from) and dropped out. Now I enrolled in a uni in my home country, shitty degree. Basically, even when I gradute, this degree isn't worth shit. I wasted all the money that my parents saved decades for, I chipped my front teeth when I was blackout drunk, I ruined my pancreas, I embarrassed myself hundreds of times publicly, I continued to drink when I got home so I kind of fought with my parents a lot, called them names, they even called the police a few times. Now our relationship is better, but of course it's still strained. But I wasted so much money and 2 years of my life. Now I'm wasting 3 more for a useless degree, since it allows me to kind of LDAR except when going to uni.

I ruined my pathetic life.

I'm sorry to say but your parents put up with alot. Not many would, glad your relationship is better with them though. From the sounds of it you're still only in your 20s. Have to forget the past and focus on trying to make something of your future.

What country only has a $200 average monthly wage because that is ridiculously low

 

[EthnicelNL]

Poor country (200$ is the average monthly salary here). Went to uni abroad, a first world country. Used my parents' savings for it, all their money. Didn't even have to work. Studied well for 1 year, got very good grades. But I also started getting into alcohol. So For 1 year and a half I was an alcoholic, ruined my health, wasted my money (a lot of money for where I'm from) and dropped out. Now I enrolled in a uni in my home country, shitty degree. Basically, even when I gradute, this degree isn't worth shit. I wasted all the money that my parents saved decades for, I chipped my front teeth when I was blackout drunk, I ruined my pancreas, I embarrassed myself hundreds of times publicly, I continued to drink when I got home so I kind of fought with my parents a lot, called them names, they even called the police a few times. Now our relationship is better, but of course it's still strained. But I wasted so much money and 2 years of my life. Now I'm wasting 3 more for a useless degree, since it allows me to kind of LDAR except when going to uni.

I ruined my pathetic life.

Asian country and u went to US to study? U were probably socially isolated abroad and had to drink to cope?

I feel for you man..esspecially if u are now back in ur homecountry with no way up

 

[Evidential]

wasted my nest egg.

How

 

[Deleted member 7448]

How

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[BlackOpsIIcel]

All I want is someone that I can interact with IRL that loves me and cares for me.

I'll be your friend.