SuicideFuel All I want anymore is to die

[Minjaze]

I don't care about getting a girlfriend, I don't care about being normal, I just want the pain to stop. That pain that engulfs your entire body like a black cloud, that pain that makes you nauseous and light-headed, that pain that makes you toss and turn at night, that pain that makes your chest heavy and your heart bleed.

I can't take it anymore, I can't live with all of these realizations. The fact that I'll remain alone, the fact that all femoids are sex-obsessed whores who will always want Chad, the fact that everything in existence is perfectly designed to make my life miserable.

Alright universe, you win. Are you happy now? Is this what you've wanted? To see me broken and defeated? You've got your wish, now please free me of this torment. I beg of you, please let me die. That's all I ask of you anymore, all I will ever ask again. Can't you grant me this one mercy? Am I that horrible that I don't even deserve that? You've taken everything from me - my hopes, my dreams, childhood, my beliefs, my loves, everything I ever cared about... You might as well take my life now. Please... Can you not see the tears falling down my cheeks? The tears of someone with nothing to cling to anymore?

 

[Inifinitecel96]

Go EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRR

 

[Inifinitecel96]

The reason they are so sex obsessed is because femoids feel double the pleasure men do during sex, AKA have longer orgasms, can have multiple orgasms, more intense, don't have to hold back and can't have a fear of not performing well

 

[heroinfather]

i would feel bad but you are an orbiting cuckhold and deserve the pain

 

[Minjaze]

The reason they are so sex obsessed is because femoids feel double the pleasure men do during sex, AKA have longer orgasms, can have multiple orgasms, more intense, don't have to hold back and can't have a fear of not performing well

 

[Robtical]

Have you tried escortceling yet? The future is still unknown, maybe our inceldom can be cured with surgery or sex robots.

 

[Minjaze]

i would feel bad but you are an orbiting cuckhold and deserve the pain

It was not my fault! I was lead astray, I believed someone was different and not a slut like the rest while the truth was right under my nose!
Please don't remind me of my foolishness...

 

[Minjaze]

Have you tried escortceling yet? The future is still unknown, maybe our inceldom can be cured with surgery or sex robots.

No, NOTHING can cure us.
An escort isn't genuine, sex robots are just robots, and surgery won't help.
Nothing matters in this joke of a life.

 

[Incel801]

I think we are the ones who must have fucked up in previous lives and we are actually in hell right now.

Living as an incel is like dying of thirst while being surrounded by water. No one cares about our suffering...

 

[heroinfather]

It was not my fault! I was lead astray, I believed someone was different and not a slut like the rest while the truth was right under my nose!
Please don't remind me of my foolishness...

you literally did it recently as well

 

[Robtical]

An escort isn't genuine, sex robots are just robots, and surgery won't help.

A femoid's love isn't genuine either. It's all based on your looks and not you as a person. Their shallow validation is useless. I rather fall in love with a sex bot that can never cheat, over a femoid that will hop on the next chad she sees.

 

[Minjaze]

I think we are the ones who must have fucked up in previous lives and we are actually in hell right now.

Living as an incel is like dying of thirst while being surrounded by water. No one cares about our suffering...

Yeah man, I can't imagine a more miserable existence - this is what hell truly looks like.
Nothing will ever be in our reach.

 

[Minjaze]

A femoid's love isn't genuine either. It's all based on your looks and not you as a person. Their shallow validation is useless. I rather fall in love with a sex bot that can never cheat over a femoid that will hop on the next chad she sees.

This is why nothing matters.

 

[Minjaze]

you literally did it recently as well

I know...
I'm done now though, I've realized the truth.

 

[Robtical]

This is why nothing matters.

Only femoid's validation doesn't matter. You can still have sex and have a good time.

 

[Itsoverboyos]

As somebody who has experienced both physical and emotional pain I can say for certain that emotional pain has been a lot more excruciating for me overall. True forced loneliness, depression, hopelessness, despair and suicidality. Most normies will never experience them to the extent that an incel can. I can understand how you feel. I really can and I can't blame for not wanting to live anymore, in fact I feel the same way most.

 

[Minjaze]

Only femoid's validation doesn't matter. You can still have sex and have a good time.

I don't even care about sex anymore tbh.

 

[Incel801]

Have you tried escortceling yet? The future is still unknown, maybe our inceldom can be cured with surgery or sex robots.

Used to be my biggest cope..I was so delusional to think that they give a shit about me.. no one hates you more than an escort. ALL women are digusted by incels presence and escorts hate the fact that they have to be around you. They will fake it for awhile cause they like regular customers and damn are they good actresses but as you get familiar with them there contempt and disgust will show through.. and let me tell you that is a TERRIBLE feeling finding out it was all an act.

So sure go see a hooker to see what pussy feels like, but that is not what makes you incel..not even close

 

[Minjaze]

As somebody who has experienced both physical and emotional pain I can say for certain that emotional pain has been a lot more excruciating for me overall. True forced loneliness, depression, hopelessness, despair and suicidality. Most normies will never experience them to the extent that an incel can. I can understand how you feel. I really can and I can't blame for not wanting to live anymore, in fact I feel the same way most.

Yeah, I've broken limbs before and it was nothing compared to what I feel inside.
They'll never understand our pain brother.

 

[heroinfather]

I know...
I'm done now though, I've realized the truth.

you said that last time kek you are like a druggie that cant stop orbiting

 

[Robtical]

I don't even care about sex anymore tbh.

Have you stopped caring about femoid's too? If you have then you can relax and enjoy other things in life that can make you grow.

 

[Captvic]

I agree.

If I knew I was going to die tonight my mind would be at peace

 

[Robtical]

Used to be my biggest cope..I was so delusional to think that they give a shit about me.. no one hates you more than an escort. ALL women are digusted by incels presence and escorts hate the fact that they have to be around you. They will fake it for awhile cause they like regular customers and damn are they good actresses but as you get familiar with them there contempt and disgust will show through.. and let me tell you that is a TERRIBLE feeling finding out it was all an act.

So sure go see a hooker to see what pussy feels like, but that is not what makes you incel..not even close

I don't care how the hooker feels. I'm just trying to bust a nut. She can feel disgusted about it all she wants, if anything it might turn me on more.

 

[Minjaze]

you said that last time kek you are like a druggie that cant stop orbiting

Hehehe... It's funny because it's true.

 

[Minjaze]

Have you stopped caring about femoid's too? If you have then you can relax and enjoy other things in life that can make you grow.

Unfortunately no, another one of life's cruel jokes. Wish I was born asexual/aromantic.

 

[Robtical]

Unfortunately no, another one of life's cruel jokes. Wish I was born asexual/aromantic.

Most of them are disgusting roasties anyway. You have to get used to seeing them as animals who are selfish and self serving. There is nothing about them that is love worthy. You are a man, they need you but you don't need them.

 

[Incel801]

I don't care how the hooker feels. I'm just trying to bust a nut. She can feel disgusted about it all she wants, if anything it might turn me on more.

When I was young that's how I looked at it but once you are around them long enough it's impossible not to want companionship.. there's so much more to women than just thier pussy, they can make you feel like a king..but we as incels won't ever experience that side of them.

During my 20's that's all I cared about was sex with hookers but after I saw was it was like to connect and have some attachment, to vibe with women it was amazing. That fleeting feeling turned into an addiction for me. Unfortunately it's never been more than an illusion, something hookers used to extract more $ from me.

This is so fucking brutal and I also want to end it as soon as possible. I don't even get emotional when thinking about suicide anymore. I'm just waiting for the right time.

 

[Falling]

who has experienced both physical and emotional pain

What kind of a physical pain was it? I'm kind of a coward and there's nothing more scarier for me than physical pain.

 

[Robtical]

When I was young that's how I looked at it but once you are around them long enough it's impossible not to want companionship.. there's so much more to women than just thier pussy, they can make you feel like a king..but we as incels won't ever experience that side of them.

During my 20's that's all I cared about was sex with hookers but after I saw was it was like to connect and have some attachment, to vibe with women it was amazing. That fleeting feeling turned into an addiction for me. Unfortunately it's never been more than an illusion, something hookers used to extract more $ from me.

This is so fucking brutal and I also want to end it as soon as possible. I don't even get emotional when thinking about suicide anymore. I'm just waiting for the right time.

All that flirty stuff is a turn off to me. I can't connect with any low IQ foids. Whenever I see my friend's gf and him "vibing" it makes me cringe.

 

[Itsoverboyos]

What kind of a physical pain was it? I'm kind of a coward and there's nothing more scarier for me than physical pain.

Broke my nose once, also once had two teeth knocked out after running against a glass wall in my early teens for example

 

[Falling]

Broke my nose once, also once had two teeth knocked out after running against a glass wall in my early teens for example

Wtf man. Of course this pain is nothing compared to emotional. Even broken limbs pale in comparison.
But there are degrees of pain that outshine any emotional devastation. Terminal stages of cancer come to mind first.
There are more exotic syndromes also - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Proctalgia_fugax
This I experienced at first hand. Shit sucks major balls.

 

[TrueIncel]

Just do it

 

[Cuck]

Just cope.