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thesolitaryone
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- Dec 2, 2023
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Why don’t I just fucking die instead. I’m better off dead since no one will ever want me. Wtf is the point of being alive if I’ll never reproduce, have sex, kiss, be intimate, find a partner, etc. I go through so many rejections everyday. It’s to the point where I just feel numb and broken and full of rage and sadness. I hate society so much. I hate how mostly everyone has had sex and I’m just this unwanted and undesired lonely “sexually-innocent” person. I’ve been called innocent for being a virgin. I feel like I’m just not even human and I’m isolated from everyon. I’m never experiencing what most people do like have fun, party, have sex, find a partner, hangout, and it makes me feel left out since I’ve never been accepted. I’m just too different from everyone. It feels like it’s me against everyone. Everywhere I go I feel like I’m invisible or like I’m a sickness everyone avoids.
I can never see myself at a party either. I’d feel like a nuisance or a ghost
I can never see myself at a party either. I’d feel like a nuisance or a ghost