RageFuel All I ever wanted was to be cool

[Junkie]

We live in a world that has no place for uncool people anymore. There was a time when society valued inhibition, sobriety, civility and self-restriction. Today, these things are seen as boring. Everyone looks up to rockstars, pop artists and trapstars. Everyone wants to go wild and enjoy life to its fullest extent. Everyone wants to be part of the cool kids.

Well, all I ever wanted was to be one. To be kinda popular, have people naturally gravitate towards me and be around me, give me validation, and invite me to parties. But I've always been seen as the nerdy, uncool loser with nothing going for him.

This song encapsulates what I truly wanted from my adolescence. While I did smoke in the boys room with a few friends, I craved more fun, more intensity, more adrenaline, more emotion, and never got any of this.


View: https://youtu.be/e18D14X9Ii0?si=pCRRT8EJvjIwspNg

 

[newcelinkwell]

Being cool is just being aesthetically pleasing in a niche way

 

[Icarus]

Live fast and die young

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

You don't have to pursue being cool, by normies. You have to feel as cool guy by yourself.
And even if popularity isn't going in pair with doing good things - don't bother, normies are stupid af and they'll glorify junkies, thugs or other mafia bosses. We need to do our thing - to keep at least little spark of hope in this plagued by degeneracy world.

 

[Caichan]

i quit in middle school

 

[endoftheskies]

We live in a world that has no place for uncool people anymore. There was a time when society valued inhibition, sobriety, civility and self-restriction. Today, these things are seen as boring. Everyone looks up to rockstars, pop artists and trapstars. Everyone wants to go wild and enjoy life to its fullest extent. Everyone wants to be part of the cool kids.

Well, all I ever wanted was to be one. To be kinda popular, have people naturally gravitate towards me and be around me, give me validation, and invite me to parties. But I've always been seen as the nerdy, uncool loser with nothing going for him.

This song encapsulates what I truly wanted from my adolescence. While I did smoke in the boys room with a few friends, I craved more fun, more intensity, more adrenaline, more emotion, and never got any of this.


View: https://youtu.be/e18D14X9Ii0?si=pCRRT8EJvjIwspNg

materialism cannot be sustained for long. its an eternally burning fire. who cares what society thinks. if society believes in reckless practices, then you shouldn't follow. what matters in your life is you. and you are the only person in your life that matters. it is up to what you want to do.

 

[Junkie]

You don't have to pursue being cool, by normies. You have to feel as cool guy by yourself.
And even if popularity isn't going in pair with doing good things - don't bother, normies are stupid af and they'll glorify junkies, thugs or other mafia bosses. We need to do our thing - to keep at least little spark of hope in this plagued by degeneracy world.

I can't hide the fact that I'm a degenerate too, even though I agree with you. I'm a junkie battling my addiction also. But wouldn't it be so fun going out with your boys at night, getting completely shitfaced, listening to music in the car while feeling the fresh air touching your hair, and just living in the moment with no care and responsibility in the world? Fuck, man. I want to experience that, I don't want to be a loser.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

materialism cannot be sustained for long. its an eternally burning fire.

It made me think and reminded, that our endless hedonistic society is limited by restricted fuel resources. Probably, during our lifetime - we'll experience oil peak, and skyrocketing fuel prices for individual clients. There's no endless energy, except solar, wind and water (from the perspective of our lifetime/civilisation lifetimes), even nuclear ores are going to be exploited anytime soon.
And these all renewable resources aren't enough, to fuel whole needs of industry and civilian consumption. And energy consumption is increasing every year. Noticed info about Microjews buying Three Mile Island plant to serve exclusively to power their AI computing centers.
I guess, something will change during next 30 years. Knowing how's my life and this decade funny events goes - it'll be probably change for worse. But who knows?

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I can't hide the fact that I'm a degenerate too, even though I agree with you. I'm a junkie battling my addiction also. But wouldn't it be so fun going out with your boys at night, getting completely shitfaced, listening to music in the car while feeling the fresh air touching your hair, and just living in the moment with no care and responsibility in the world? Fuck, man. I want to experience that, I don't want to be a loser.

It depends on individual needs.
How do you get into addiction?

 

[3rdspecimen]

nothing stopping you buddy.

 

[Junkie]

It depends on individual needs.
How do you get into addiction?

I like shooting up heroin and snorting cocaine. I also drink beer and smoke weed/cigarettes from time to time.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I like shooting up heroin and snorting cocaine. I also drink beer and smoke weed/cigarettes from time to time.

I think you need to do something about this, or you'll share a rockstar fate, without becoming a rockstar.

 

[endoftheskies]

I like shooting up heroin and snorting cocaine. I also drink beer and smoke weed/cigarettes from time to time.

Rat Park - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Being cool is just being aesthetically pleasing in a niche way

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

nothing stopping you buddy.

3rdspecimen​

Mr. Cool​

★

 

[Junkie]

Rat Park - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

It reminds me of what Ted Kaczynski writes in his book about surrogate activities, which are poor substitutes for productive things that people used to do in more primitive times. No one would have time to abuse drugs if we were busy hunting down animals and enjoying sex in the wild nature.

 

[lifeisfucked215]

I can't hide the fact that I'm a degenerate too, even though I agree with you. I'm a junkie battling my addiction also. But wouldn't it be so fun going out with your boys at night, getting completely shitfaced, listening to music in the car while feeling the fresh air touching your hair, and just living in the moment with no care and responsibility in the world? Fuck, man. I want to experience that, I don't want to be a loser.

I only got a glimpse of this feeling in highschool with my degenerate friends. I asked one of them if he would ever calm down and try to be sober but he said dude I'm not even trying to live past 30. He did what he said he was gonna do. And now that I'm getting older I think he had the right idea

 

[lifeisfucked215]

I like shooting up heroin and snorting cocaine. I also drink beer and smoke weed/cigarettes from time to time.

Being a lonely addict is one of the most painful things in this world imo

 

[Junkie]

I only got a glimpse of this feeling in highschool with my degenerate friends. I asked one of them if he would ever calm down and try to be sober but he said dude I'm not even trying to live past 30. He did what he said he was gonna do. And now that I'm getting older I think he had the right idea

What's the point of living past the age of 30 (or living at all) if you don't have a family or don't get any pussy? Your boy was a genius.

 

[lifeisfucked215]

What's the point of living past the age of 30 (or living at all) if you don't have a family or don't get any pussy? Your boy was a genius.

Completely agree and I would've done what he did had I known what my future life was gonna look like

 

[Itsoverm8]

Cool = having good genetics

 

[Mr.Breb]

Random fact is that chances are that among incels it's where most people wish to be cool
No girls, no self-steem, bullied. All those things leds you to a really strong desire to have a normal status reputation. That's why some of us migh engage in grandiosity daydreaming addiction, it's our (imaginary) way of getting reputation

All people want to be cool, but the lowest you're in the sexual hierarchy (generally) the most desperate you're about it, the more you want it. A chad who has all, respect, love, sex generally minds much less about being cool as he's already accepted

 

[Emba]

I'm so very done with being cool


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IVLUiZ-MhU

 

[Junkie]

Random fact is that chances are that among incels it's where most people wish to be cool
No girls, no self-steem, bullied. All those things leds you to a really strong desire to have a normal status reputation. That's why some of us migh engage in grandiosity daydreaming addiction, it's our (imaginary) way of getting reputation

All people want to be cool, but the lowest you're in the sexual hierarchy (generally) the most desperate you're about it, the more you want it. A chad who has all, respect, love, sex generally minds much less about being cool as he's already accepted

Very well said. I daydream about being a rockstar and getting back at people who mistreated or ignored me in school. Pathetic, but it helps me cope with my existence.

 

[Emba]

Live fast and die young

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[Emba]

It reminds me of what Ted Kaczynski writes in his book about surrogate activities, which are poor substitutes for productive things that people used to do in more primitive times. No one would have time to abuse drugs if we were busy hunting down animals and enjoying sex in the wild nature.

I don't like hunting down animals to have sex with them. I prefer human females.

But hey,

you do you.

 

[Icarus]

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[Junkie]

I don't like hunting down animals to have sex with them. I prefer human females.

But hey,

you do you.