Same here always wanted to come home one day after a long day at work and say "honey I'm home", then I'd give her a little peck on the cheek and she'd be like "How was work dear?" Then i'd be like "Bob was being a little faggot today and made me stay late, where are the kids?" then she'd be like "Oh Tyrone jr. is playing vidya in his room and stacy is out at a party" then I look at my wife and say "You let her go to that party? What's the matter with you I already told the both of you she couldn't go!" then the wife would be like "She's growing up now it's not fair of us to keep her locked up in her room all day she needs to go out and enjoy her youth." the words "enjoy her youth" ring in my brain like an ever lasting echo I'm reminded that my wife was the biggest whore in highschool and I'm still paying an agency to take down naked pictures of her on the internet because it's stopping her from being able to get a job not as a hooker (she couldn't even do that because she's a fat slob and her pussy stank). I'm reminded of all the years of abject loneliness, the dreams of suicide, and all the incels.is memes about women hypergamy. I think about how my boss fucks all the younger office girls and gives them promotions over me, I cope and hope that one day they'll turn on him and accuse him of sexual harassment but that shit won't happen since chads can't be sex offenders, I'm also reminded that these aren't even my kids and I also forgot to pick up my blood pressure medication since I was bullied to impotence and have to take viagra doesn't matter though because I know she's cheating on me. I want to beat the shit out of my wife but all I feel is disgust, disgust at her, disgust at my ungrateful family, I would suicide but the wife made me get suicide coverage in my life insurance at work and the added cost to my premium was cut from the money I get to spend on personal hobbies. I don't want to give her the satisfaction of making a shit load of money off my suicide so I cope but the anurism thats developing in my brain will get me soon enough.
Nah man I'd rather smoke crack and fuck hookers till I die of aids