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My mental state is deteriorating by the second
I was doing fine , i had a routine that i had somewhat grown to love but i don't know what is happening to me. I feel so grey.
The only thing that's keeping me sane is going on night walks. But everytime I step outside my mom asks me where i am headed to and how long i am gonna be out for.
I briefly lived alone few years back and apart from never wearing pants , the only thing I liked about it was not answering anybody and the ability to leave my room at odd hours of the night
Ofc an incel is never safe and even during my nightly walks i get reminded of my subhumanity everytime I see a couple , families out walking.
I keep wishing for someone to notice me and approach me but it never happens
Fuck fuck fuck
I was doing fine , i had a routine that i had somewhat grown to love but i don't know what is happening to me. I feel so grey.
The only thing that's keeping me sane is going on night walks. But everytime I step outside my mom asks me where i am headed to and how long i am gonna be out for.
I briefly lived alone few years back and apart from never wearing pants , the only thing I liked about it was not answering anybody and the ability to leave my room at odd hours of the night
Ofc an incel is never safe and even during my nightly walks i get reminded of my subhumanity everytime I see a couple , families out walking.
I keep wishing for someone to notice me and approach me but it never happens
Fuck fuck fuck
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