SuicideFuel All I do with my days is fantasise about being with a girl.

[suicidecase]

I fantasise about meeting girls (almost always specific girls I remember from my past, who I never spoke to, obviously). I fantasise about what I'd say and what they'd say, about the sexual tension and romance. Then about falling in love with them, making love to them. I envisage countless scenarios in my head, over and over and over. Most recently, I've been doing it with a girl I saw 12 years ago. She was a Junior Doctor. Knowing I'll never experience anything close to what I've spent most of my life dreaming about kills me.

 

[cripplecel]

Brutal

 

[Crodd]

Brutally relatable

 

[Adolf Kitler]

real

 

[slashER]

 

[Incel Philosopher]

I've been doing it with a girl I saw 12 years ago.

I wouldn't be able to use foids from that far back...
Your visual memory is either very good, or you have pictures of her?

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

sounds familiar, but did you really not speak to any of them damn, in a way it was even worse to talk to some of these whores and realize they already ranked you as a male and basically think you're worth nothing

 

[Left4DeadKoala]

Same here brocel

 

[akdicel173]

i kinda of did before but i generate hoes in ai or watch porn instead cuz i dont have a great memory to constantly imagine scenarios

 

[NiggerSlayer]

Sometimes I can daydream about it for hours and hours and hours. But most days I don't really have the energy to do so and I'm just sitting there thinking "damn I wish today was one of those days where I could just lay down and spend the entire day in my head"

 

[suicidecase]

I wouldn't be able to use foids from that far back...
Your visual memory is either very good, or you have pictures of her?

I can't visualise her very well, I just remember she was attractive, Asian and had a nice accent. I just use my imagination to fill in the blanks. I'm a very isolated hermit and spend most of my life daydreaming, so I solidify memories about girls I like pretty well. But I am forgetting what girls from further back look like at all, eg. I've been trying to daydream about this one girl from about 20 years ago (I'm oldcel) and I can't really remember what she looked like. So I'll eventually even run out of convincing fantasies.

 

[suicidecase]

sounds familiar, but did you really not speak to any of them damn, in a way it was even worse to talk to some of these whores and realize they already ranked you as a male and basically think you're worth nothing

Well, actually I did speak to this one, but only because I had to. She gave me a prostate exam and watched on while a senior Doctor examined my dick and balls. It's easily the most intimate thing I've ever done with a girl (and it wasn't fun at all).

 

[AlexDelarge]

my fantasy everyday is that i am born again everything is the same but i am 6’6 with gigachad face. And i just imagine fucking every single foid i encountered in my life (goodlooking ofc) i dream about them lusting over me and begging me to fuck them

 

[suicidecase]

Sometimes I can daydream about it for hours and hours and hours. But most days I don't really have the energy to do so and I'm just sitting there thinking "damn I wish today was one of those days where I could just lay down and spend the entire day in my head"

My prime time is the last few hours before sleep. Drowsiness is like a drug for me, it induces some strange altered state. I feel weirdly happy and relaxed, and any horniness dissipates from my body. And I can daydream intensely while I lay in bed, have some inane Youtube shit blasting away on the telly, and fantasise about being in love. I basically want sex with girls all day and that dominates my thoughts, then when I get tired I want to cuddle and kiss a girl and be romantic. My whole life is centred on things I will never have.

 

[suicidecase]

my fantasy everyday is that i am born again everything is the same but i am 6’6 with gigachad face. And i just imagine fucking every single foid i encountered in my life (goodlooking ofc) i dream about them lusting over me and begging me to fuck them

I fantasise about starting my life over a lot as well. And living the gigachad life sometimes as well (I chadfish, which helps support this). You wouldn't believe some of the opportunities my gigachadfish gets. eg. I fantasise about this one girl whose sister also fancied my chad. Incestuous threesome

 

[AlexDelarge]

I fantasise about starting my life over a lot as well. And living the gigachad life sometimes as well (I chadfish, which helps support this). You wouldn't believe some of the opportunities my gigachadfish gets. eg. I fantasise about this one girl whose sister also fancied my chad. Incestuous threesome

Where do you get realistic photos for chadfishing (that can get verified and shit)

 

[suicidecase]

Where do you get realistic photos for chadfishing (that can get verified and shit)

Harvest them off instagram and/or buy them off another chadfisher (I did both). You can buy an app for snapchat that allows you to fraud live snaps. I didn't get verified on Tinder but apparently it's pretty easy.

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

girls i like always appear in my dreams too. mang

 

[suicidecase]

girls i like always appear in my dreams too. mang

That's the worst. I hate my real dreams, as I can't control them. And they always illicit negative emotions, usually isolation.