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suicidecase
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I fantasise about meeting girls (almost always specific girls I remember from my past, who I never spoke to, obviously). I fantasise about what I'd say and what they'd say, about the sexual tension and romance. Then about falling in love with them, making love to them. I envisage countless scenarios in my head, over and over and over. Most recently, I've been doing it with a girl I saw 12 years ago. She was a Junior Doctor. Knowing I'll never experience anything close to what I've spent most of my life dreaming about kills me. ![FeelsBadMan :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)