For the past week I have sat here and done nothing. For the past seven days straight I have done nothing but read, funpost, play video games and wank to porn. I have left my front door four times, two to take the bin out and two for the hell of it because nobody was around and I got to look at the main road in front of my house from my veranda (million dollar view, I know).
This shit drives you nuts man.
The worst part about this though, and the reason I made this gay thread, is that stewing in your own juices makes you think of bad things that are in no way false. if you're not retarded and are aware of your surroundings in any basic way, the depressive thoughts you get are 100% real deal shit. I have spent the past several hours thinking about how everyone around me is coercing me into getting a university degree that will cost me four times what my dad's shitty university degree cost so I can get a garbage dead end job. I will pay taxes to people whose behaviour is below the minimum benchmark of what should be considered human such as single mothers and Somalian refugees and wagecuck for my boss. Everyone around me is trying to ride me like a donkey, but at the same time they are all getting ridden like donkeys and act as if they are completely oblivious to it. My family and everyone I interact with are cogs in a giant machine which does not give a shit about them, they are just going to get used for the most banal busywork shit until they're too old to do anything and die.
I don't know if these people are aware of it, or how much agony they feel from being aware of it if they do. Are you supposed to come to terms with getting milked because you get provided with what you need to live? As a man who is never going to have a wife or children, who is never going to own a house, who is never going to be held in any serious positive regard by anyone I'm not related to, is there really a point to participating in any of this? The physical comfort and needs I get given are just going to prolong my mental suffering. I don't want to die, but I want to live a life better than the one I'm doomed to live. Being born into a lower middle-class family that dropped to poor as soon as my whore single mother decided to be free and liberated and move out on her own to fuck random dudes, there was never any way I was going to be born in the late 1990s and have any sort of financial security at any point in my life. I will not inherit anything, I am going to be a cucked little worker drone in shackles that will endlessly work for people who hate me until I drop dead.
I don't know how to escape this, there is nowhere on Earth I feel like I can go that will get me out of this situation, and even if there was I wouldn't have the motivation to drag myself there because I don't even have the motivation to get up and go for a run right now. I'm stuck here stewing over the fact that I'm going to be a little cuck slave for people that DESPISE ME and HOPE I DROP DEAD for the rest of my life, I will never own anything of real value, I will be fed fucking garbage that is at the minimum possible acceptable standard to keep me complacent and healthy enough to keep working, I will never achieve a genuine human connection but will be forced to pay the government so it can subsidise people who had a shot at something halfway close to it but decided fucking chad and tyrone while they dragged their growing collection of mulatto toddlers behind them was a better idea. I realised this years ago when I was a retarded little 14 year old faggot and I will keep mulling over it because the problems here are real and I will never be able to solve them because of my lot in life. At least niggers got to pick cotton in the sun and bang the female slaves when they were owned by some asshole.
I could neet it up but I've seen on the news recently that they're tightening restrictions on neets under 35, giving them cash-free welfare cards so they cant buy any beer or online shit, only clothes and groceries. they want to make your life shit even if you're a complete parasite and what they do doesn't change that, it's for under 35s as well because these people are all a fucking boomer hive mind that exists to fuck shit up as hard as possible before they all leave. you are getting milked and fucked over for laughs by a bunch of jews, chinks and boomers and it will keep happening until you stop existing, your entire life experience before fading into nothing will have been getting exploited and moulded into a little soy worker unit from cradle to grave. you also don't get to breed or feel the loving touch of a woman while all of this is going on because the body you were born into didn't meet a certain threshold of genetic quality
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
This shit drives you nuts man.
The worst part about this though, and the reason I made this gay thread, is that stewing in your own juices makes you think of bad things that are in no way false. if you're not retarded and are aware of your surroundings in any basic way, the depressive thoughts you get are 100% real deal shit. I have spent the past several hours thinking about how everyone around me is coercing me into getting a university degree that will cost me four times what my dad's shitty university degree cost so I can get a garbage dead end job. I will pay taxes to people whose behaviour is below the minimum benchmark of what should be considered human such as single mothers and Somalian refugees and wagecuck for my boss. Everyone around me is trying to ride me like a donkey, but at the same time they are all getting ridden like donkeys and act as if they are completely oblivious to it. My family and everyone I interact with are cogs in a giant machine which does not give a shit about them, they are just going to get used for the most banal busywork shit until they're too old to do anything and die.
I don't know if these people are aware of it, or how much agony they feel from being aware of it if they do. Are you supposed to come to terms with getting milked because you get provided with what you need to live? As a man who is never going to have a wife or children, who is never going to own a house, who is never going to be held in any serious positive regard by anyone I'm not related to, is there really a point to participating in any of this? The physical comfort and needs I get given are just going to prolong my mental suffering. I don't want to die, but I want to live a life better than the one I'm doomed to live. Being born into a lower middle-class family that dropped to poor as soon as my whore single mother decided to be free and liberated and move out on her own to fuck random dudes, there was never any way I was going to be born in the late 1990s and have any sort of financial security at any point in my life. I will not inherit anything, I am going to be a cucked little worker drone in shackles that will endlessly work for people who hate me until I drop dead.
I don't know how to escape this, there is nowhere on Earth I feel like I can go that will get me out of this situation, and even if there was I wouldn't have the motivation to drag myself there because I don't even have the motivation to get up and go for a run right now. I'm stuck here stewing over the fact that I'm going to be a little cuck slave for people that DESPISE ME and HOPE I DROP DEAD for the rest of my life, I will never own anything of real value, I will be fed fucking garbage that is at the minimum possible acceptable standard to keep me complacent and healthy enough to keep working, I will never achieve a genuine human connection but will be forced to pay the government so it can subsidise people who had a shot at something halfway close to it but decided fucking chad and tyrone while they dragged their growing collection of mulatto toddlers behind them was a better idea. I realised this years ago when I was a retarded little 14 year old faggot and I will keep mulling over it because the problems here are real and I will never be able to solve them because of my lot in life. At least niggers got to pick cotton in the sun and bang the female slaves when they were owned by some asshole.
I could neet it up but I've seen on the news recently that they're tightening restrictions on neets under 35, giving them cash-free welfare cards so they cant buy any beer or online shit, only clothes and groceries. they want to make your life shit even if you're a complete parasite and what they do doesn't change that, it's for under 35s as well because these people are all a fucking boomer hive mind that exists to fuck shit up as hard as possible before they all leave. you are getting milked and fucked over for laughs by a bunch of jews, chinks and boomers and it will keep happening until you stop existing, your entire life experience before fading into nothing will have been getting exploited and moulded into a little soy worker unit from cradle to grave. you also don't get to breed or feel the loving touch of a woman while all of this is going on because the body you were born into didn't meet a certain threshold of genetic quality
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
