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Even though I lost the genetic lottery when it comes to attractiveness, deep inside, I still feel like a normie. I'm always in conflict between my current self, which is aware of the black pill, and my emotional desires.
It's painful how much potential is wasted because of pre determined circumstances that can't be changed or have control over..
Yes, I want to relate these songs and experience the connection with the opposite sex. I want to taste the illusion of love. I think the zoomers term "unc" is accurate because I'm an old khhv with no prospects, still trying to cop a feel and chase experiences that i should've already been through in my teen years.
Life is kinda pseudo - structured so it's hard to be well adjusted individual in your adult life if you haven't had your first love early which is a big milestone to overcome later on.
