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I Should KMS
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This is not immediate but in the coming years, after my parents die, I'm going to explore getting infected with AIDS, either with a low-status whore, or share some needles or get some leper gay to fuck me.
I am too scared to quit this life in any other way. I can't jump off a building, I can't hang myself or OD on pills. They are painful and might even fail. I can't starve myself. I can barely go a few minutes without stuffing my face. No gun to shoot my brains out. No car to plow into a tree. I don't know how else to go.
How painful is it to die of AIDS these days?
I've been rejected by so many women that's it's clear that they don't want me. I fully understand their choice. I don't think they're wrong by considering me ugly. I just don't want to spend the next 50 years waiting to die alone. I know what's going to happen. I might as well speed it up.
If this woman can get a normal BF and she doesn't even like him, then what can a nondeformed woman get?
Arab-Incel, my friend, killed himself last year. He got blackpilled when he had an arab oneitis. He thought she was heavenly, until he's Arab Chad friend showed him a video of him fucking her in the arse (to avoid breaking the hymen?). Arab-Incel approached so many women until he got an arab gf - for about a WEEK - then the arab gf was introduced to a rich arab for the purpose of marriage, so she broke up with him.
Arab-Incel worked in a food joint and saw lonely old men go in there for one meal and spend 6 hours there cuz they had no one to go home to. He didn't want that for himself so he OD'd. I'm not strong enough to OD. I don't want to wake up in hospital getting my stomach pumped.
On second thoughts, you can survive for ages on AIDS-meds these days.
I guess there is no easy way out.
I am too scared to quit this life in any other way. I can't jump off a building, I can't hang myself or OD on pills. They are painful and might even fail. I can't starve myself. I can barely go a few minutes without stuffing my face. No gun to shoot my brains out. No car to plow into a tree. I don't know how else to go.
How painful is it to die of AIDS these days?
I've been rejected by so many women that's it's clear that they don't want me. I fully understand their choice. I don't think they're wrong by considering me ugly. I just don't want to spend the next 50 years waiting to die alone. I know what's going to happen. I might as well speed it up.
If this woman can get a normal BF and she doesn't even like him, then what can a nondeformed woman get?
Arab-Incel, my friend, killed himself last year. He got blackpilled when he had an arab oneitis. He thought she was heavenly, until he's Arab Chad friend showed him a video of him fucking her in the arse (to avoid breaking the hymen?). Arab-Incel approached so many women until he got an arab gf - for about a WEEK - then the arab gf was introduced to a rich arab for the purpose of marriage, so she broke up with him.
Arab-Incel worked in a food joint and saw lonely old men go in there for one meal and spend 6 hours there cuz they had no one to go home to. He didn't want that for himself so he OD'd. I'm not strong enough to OD. I don't want to wake up in hospital getting my stomach pumped.
On second thoughts, you can survive for ages on AIDS-meds these days.
I guess there is no easy way out.