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I had a fight with my mother over some trivial shit (she is easily triggered)
and during the fight she told me - I can see why no woman wants you. You are disgusting (not in a physical way).
I was really agitated because it had been another day of workcelling and failed approaches.
I want her to know that I have tried.
To know my pain
But she can't
She told me explicitly that I am the reason nobody else.
If if i tell her, she will tell me that I am an idiot for doing anything I did.
it hurt so much, especially after another night of rejection and humiliation.
I don't know what to say.
Life is inherently sad.
I am not the same person I was before.
I am numb inside.
and during the fight she told me - I can see why no woman wants you. You are disgusting (not in a physical way).
I was really agitated because it had been another day of workcelling and failed approaches.
I want her to know that I have tried.
To know my pain
But she can't
She told me explicitly that I am the reason nobody else.
If if i tell her, she will tell me that I am an idiot for doing anything I did.
it hurt so much, especially after another night of rejection and humiliation.
I don't know what to say.
Life is inherently sad.
I am not the same person I was before.
I am numb inside.