belowhumanity
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When I was around 13/14 I started getting pretty bad acne on my face, cystic acne I think it is called. My diet was good and I showered often, but it was hormonal so nothing I could really do about it. I had a feeling of worry at the time about it but my parents just said it is a normal teenage thing and it would go away with time, so I ignored it. It didn't go away by itself, and I had to use accutane which I started at 17. People treated me like shit because of the acne causing me to become more and more of a recluse as I aged due to the ridicule and pain. I had no gf / friend group through HS, I spent the whole time depressed and sad. My social skills are shit now and I am very non-NT, even compared to the people here.
And as if that wasn't bad enough, I am 18 now and have these massive fucking craters all over my face. Like really deep and pronounced, extremely obvious to see, sealing my subhuman fate for good. if only I knew better I could've been normal, but now I am on this forum and i have nothing. I don't deserve this, I wasn't meant to live this life. I did nothing to make this happen, yet it is over for me
And as if that wasn't bad enough, I am 18 now and have these massive fucking craters all over my face. Like really deep and pronounced, extremely obvious to see, sealing my subhuman fate for good. if only I knew better I could've been normal, but now I am on this forum and i have nothing. I don't deserve this, I wasn't meant to live this life. I did nothing to make this happen, yet it is over for me