
glassescel
its beyond over
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Disabled, never worked and career is a disaster. I'm sitting in my room during Christmas and playing gta san andreas on an external drive. I played San Andreas as a child and now at 23 nothing has changed. Mentally and physically I'm still a child, only my age on paper has gotten higher. the same social problems remain. I sometimes jerk off several times a day, sometimes I've jerked off 8 times a day. This is what my everyday life looks like. Watching porn, playing gta san andreas, trying to learn something for school again, being obsessed with other people, looking out the window, being laughed at by others. Yesterday I was with friends who I have known as a child through my mother and who have a son my age. Things are going wrong for him too and he doesn't say a word. but he looks much better than me and is around 1.90 tall. Our parents used to make fun of me because I looked so small and thin next to him. My own mother and his mother thought it was funny. No more mogging is possible. So I wanted to get away quickly again. I can't enjoy anything with other people. As soon as other men are there I just get mogged.
live is Shit.
live is Shit.