Your oneitis will never care, she never thinks of you, forgetting someone is a task which you must willingly do, and she willingly did it, nobody is coming to save you. you're unloved and uncared for, she doesn't love or care for you. she abandoned you, left you, or ignored you because you are undesirable and she doesn't think you are worth love, stop obsessing over it, stop obsessing over your oneitis, she's not even going to want you and you're wasting your energy, detach yourself in your own mind, she doesn't love you and never would, in fact she doesn't even think about you at all, while you think of her constantly and romanticise and obsess over everything she ever did, if you look at her she's probably not even attractive or nice
