A young couple (late teens likely) made fun of me today

[The Wolf]

I know it's always the "same" story, except different day, but I just can't do this anymore. Another day, another shot at me.

It's always another arrow that pierces my heart, and I didn't even do anything. I am deeply hurt by the disrespect and the implications of these jokes. I can't share this anywhere else.

I was sitting in my (my mom's) garden, minding my own business, when a young couple walks past (there's a hedge bordering the walkway, it's dense, but you can kind of see through if you look closely - it's not a road pathway/pavement but a small path that leads to a 4-family connected sort of house) and she says something i couldnt understand, then the guy just starts joking how people shouldn't look inside or they would need eye-bleach. Then she said something unintelligible but heard sentence fragments. She is from the "house" (it's not a house on it's own but connected, like an apartment-house) 2 places over I believe). My mom has a small one family home with garden, I couldn't see either one clearly, only at the very end i turned my head to look and she looked inside the garden).

That's why I usually have noise-canecelling earphones in turned way up. So I can ignore stuff. There's likely so much that happened I don't know about. But this time i was stupid and didn't have thme on.

Before you say anything, I was not imagining it. I try to ask myself that but come to the sad conclusion that yes, it did actually happen. And my mood was a 5/10 this morning, now it dropped to a 1

It's too much for me to take.

@Pancakecel -- I couldn't yet buy any of these things you suggested, for a number of reasons. I plan to buy some alcohol soon but I will see I don't become an addict.

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

Pepper spray them (in gta V)

 

[The Wolf]

Pepper spray them (in gta V)

Even if they deserve it, I can't and won't do any such thing.

 

[kay']

If i was you and its that bad id wear one of those burns victims masks when i go out

 

[The Wolf]

If i was you and its that bad id wear one of those burns victims masks when i go out

This happened in my own garden, I wanted a bit of sun. Also my parents very much control me, I am also dependent on them because of my autism, it is not so easy.

 

[NIGGA BANBAN]

It's like a prison. You can't even be at peace. Can't even fight back.

 

[The Wolf]

It's like a prison. You can't even be at peace. Can't even fight back.

Very well said. Yes, sentenced to prison for life (innocent), can't fight back (and won't, for many reasons) and can't stay in my cell (the house) forever, because I have a job, which I need.
Not even safe in my own damn garden.

 

[kay']

This happened in my own garden, I wanted a bit of sun. Also my parents very much control me, I am also dependent on them because of my autism, it is not so easy.

Wear a medical mask, anything to hide abit your face.

Your parents should understand by now that you need some kind of solution if surgery is not possible

 

[fatass30000]

man i honestly would really recommend steroids if you got the money for them. People think twice about disrespecting people bigger than them. I would recommend testosterone as it’s a pretty safe steroid and doesn’t have nearly as many side effects as the rest of them. People who have taken test have reported a boost in motivation and energy levels, so it could help you with going to the gym. But from my own experience, when i started going to the gym i was 55 kg. I’m now 70 kg and people disrespect me way less. There’s still disrespect here and there but reality is that if i had 20 kg more muscle i wouldn’t be getting any disrespect from anyone.

 

[NIGGA BANBAN]

Very well said. Yes, sentenced to prison for life (innocent), can't fight back (and won't, for many reasons) and can't stay in my cell (the house) forever, because I have a job, which I need.
Not even safe in my own damn garden.

Nature Is becoming my last cope. Ironically, I am repulsed by people for their disgusting personalities and inhumane behavior. I only like going in nature and enjoying the scenery when the day is nice.

 

[mrlunatic]

People who bully others are insecure of themselves. The only way they can stay on top is by pulling others down. So the point here is, they're insecure about their looks themselves and are taking it out on other people like you. Do not need attention and mind your business.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

same shit, different smell

 

[Pancakecel]

I know it's always the "same" story, except different day, but I just can't do this anymore. Another day, another shot at me.

It's always another arrow that pierces my heart, and I didn't even do anything. I am deeply hurt by the disrespect and the implications of these jokes. I can't share this anywhere else.

I was sitting in my (my mom's) garden, minding my own business, when a young couple walks past (there's a hedge bordering the walkway, it's dense, but you can kind of see through if you look closely) and the guy just starts joking how people shouldn't look inside or they would need eye-bleach. Then she said something unintelligible but heard sentence fragments. She is from the neighborhood I believe. I couldn't see either one clearly, only at the very end.

That's why I usually have noise-canecelling earphones in turned way up. So I can ignore stuff. There's likely so much that happened I don't know about.

Before you say anything, I was not imagining it. I try to ask myself that but come to the sad conclusion that yes, it did actually happen. And my mood was a 5/10 this morning, now it dropped to a 1

It's too much for me to take.

@Pancakecel -- I couldn't yet buy any of these things you suggested, for a number of reasons. I plan to buy some alcohol soon but I will see I don't become an addict.

I'm sorry that happened, man. I really hope, that now you're getting some money from the job, and are living on your own for a while, that you can find a new cope, or something to help relieve the stress, from shit like this.

Whatever you decide to do, im always open to listening/ discussing.

 

[Zionist]

Pepper spray them (in gta V)

 

[The Wolf]

Nature Is becoming my last cope. Ironically, I am repulsed by people for their disgusting personalities and inhumane behavior. I only like going in nature and enjoying the scenery when the day is nice.

Based, I have yet to find a place where it's 99% certain you won't come across someone but in Central Europe that's hard.

 

[The Wolf]

People who bully others are insecure of themselves. The only way they can stay on top is by pulling others down. So the point here is, they're insecure about their looks themselves and are taking it out on other people like you. Do not need attention and mind your business.

Mostly true. But they never say anything to me directly only "behind my back" + they were both attractive.

 

[The Wolf]

I'm sorry that happened, man. I really hope, that now you're getting some money from the job, and are living on your own for a while, that you can find a new cope, or something to help relieve the stress, from shit like this.

Whatever you decide to do, im always open to listening/ discussing.

Thanks bro, I appreciate it.

 

[Frail Link]

Pepper spray them (in gta V)

 

[deleted dude]

Based, I have yet to find a place where it's 99% certain you won't come across someone but in Central Europe that's hard.

Brutal wolf pill again. I will dm you somewhere this weekend.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Even if they deserve it, I can't and won't do any such thing.

Then at least confront them. I would never let myself be insulted in my own garden. And you should have pepper spray for self-defense.
Your parents probably won't support you in this.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

People who bully others are insecure of themselves. The only way they can stay on top is by pulling others down. So the point here is, they're insecure about their looks themselves and are taking it out on other people like you. Do not need attention and mind your business.

Good point.
That little bastard probably needed it because his girlfriend, the whore, was getting fucked by 10 Chads and Abduls at the same time.

 

[The Wolf]

Then at least confront them. I would never let myself be insulted in my own garden. And you should have pepper spray for self-defense.

I would have needed to run outside to the road (go down outside stairs to get to the road), this guy was quite tall and I think even she is taller than me.

I once confronted someone by showing them the middle finger and telling them to watch out and they just laughed (it was a middle age couple).

So always when I confront someone (even if it's rare), they perceive me as a stupid small barking dog if I say something. Macht das Sinn? Die lachen mich dann einfach aus, vor allem, wenn sie größer als ich sind.

Your parents probably won't support you in this.

They don't, yeah. I am quite dependent especially on my mom, and my father is much worse.

Also problem is, nobody ever assaults me directly/personally and they can always just deny everything.

 

[The Wolf]

Good point.
That little bastard probably needed it because his girlfriend, the whore, was getting fucked by 10 Chads and Abduls at the same time.

Ja. Beide haben "Witze" gerissen, leider hatte ich meine Kopfhörer nicht an. Ich versteh einfach nicht, warum Leute nicht einfach nichts sagen, oder warten, bis ich klar ausser Hörweite bin.

 

[The Wolf]

Brutal wolf pill again. I will dm you somewhere this weekend.

ok

 

[Pancakecel]

They don't, yeah. I am quite dependent especially on my mom, and my father is much worse.

Also problem is, nobody ever assaults me directly/personally and they can always just deny everything.

I'm just brainstorming here, but have you considered writing a letter or email to your parents, where you are just completely upfront and direct, about what you have to deal with daily, as well as your past experiences? I suppose you could try and talk to them directly, but its probably easier to type than articulate.

Maybe they'll dismiss it all, sure, but at the very least it will bring it to their attention, in a way they cannot avoid. I think they lie to themselves about your reality, as the truth is too harsh for them. Simply alerting them to the fact, that regardless of what they think, you're in a bad place mentally, may give them no choice but to finally be open with you.

You mentioned your dads temperament getting worse recently, which could be a sign that the illusion is starting to crack. Writing this email could push that further, which though uncomfortable in the short term, may be necessary. What do you think?

 

[The Wolf]

Wear a medical mask, anything to hide abit your face.

I did during corona, it helped mostly for my mind. You can't know that but it's true.

Your parents should understand by now that you need some kind of solution if surgery is not possible

I talked to 6 surgeons over the last 5 years, in 3 different countries (1 in USA via video call). They did CT scans and I went for consultations. I can't be helped, for various reasons. Extremely expensive and risky surgeries would do nothing for me. There are some ugly billionaires, they don't get surgery, and I'm much uglier than them. I can't be helped. It's my life now, forever.

 

[deleted dude]

I did during corona, it helped mostly for my mind. You can't know that but it's true.



I talked to 6 surgeons over the last 5 years, in 3 different countries (1 in USA via video call). They did CT scans and I went for consultations. I can't be helped, for various reasons. Extremely expensive and risky surgeries would do nothing for me. There are some ugly billionaires, they don't get surgery, and I'm much uglier than them. I can't be helped. It's my life now, forever.

I feel so bad for you man ngl

 

[The Wolf]

I feel so bad for you man ngl

Thanks bro, means a lot

 

[The Wolf]

man i honestly would really recommend steroids if you got the money for them. People think twice about disrespecting people bigger than them. I would recommend testosterone as it’s a pretty safe steroid and doesn’t have nearly as many side effects as the rest of them. People who have taken test have reported a boost in motivation and energy levels, so it could help you with going to the gym. But from my own experience, when i started going to the gym i was 55 kg. I’m now 70 kg and people disrespect me way less. There’s still disrespect here and there but reality is that if i had 20 kg more muscle i wouldn’t be getting any disrespect from anyone.

Interesting, I'll look into them! I'm only 1.62m tall also I have acne, but will look at it. Also unfortunately people are always mean from a distance (and never say anything directly to me, which doesn't make it better, still hurts me) and in groups, it's unfair.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Ja. Beide haben "Witze" gerissen, leider hatte ich meine Kopfhörer nicht an. Ich versteh einfach nicht, warum Leute nicht einfach nichts sagen, oder warten, bis ich klar ausser Hörweite bin.

Weil zahllose Leute Abschaum sind.
Jemanden in seinem eigenen Garten zu beleidigen ist schon extrem dreist.

I would have needed to run outside to the road (go down outside stairs to get to the road), this guy was quite tall and I think even she is taller than me.

I once confronted someone by showing them the middle finger and telling them to watch out and they just laughed (it was a middle age couple).

So always when I confront someone (even if it's rare), they perceive me as a stupid small barking dog if I say something. Macht das Sinn? Die lachen mich dann einfach aus, vor allem, wenn sie größer als ich sind.

Darum brauchst du etwas zur Selbstverteidigung wie zum Beispiel Pfefferspray, außerdem fand ich die Idee mit dem Trainieren und Testosteron ganz gut, die hier jemand vorgeschlagen hat. Das erhöht vielleicht dein Selbstvertrauen, wenn du mehr Power hast. Und dann verteilst du mal ordentlich Backenfutter an diese Scheißer (aber natürlich nur in GTA V).

They don't, yeah. I am quite dependent especially on my mom, and my father is much worse.

Also problem is, nobody ever assaults me directly/personally and they can always just deny everything.

Da siehst du, was für feige Schweine das sind. Ekelt mich richtig an sowas. Ich meine jetzt natürlich diese Leute, die dich beleidigen und sich lustig über dich machen, und nicht deine Eltern.
Von denen bin ich diesbezüglich einfach nur enttäuscht.

 

[TooSomething]

This happened in my own garden, I wanted a bit of sun. Also my parents very much control me, I am also dependent on them because of my autism, it is not so easy.

It is good that you at least go out and get some sunlight.

Do it regardless of what this scum says. Now you know what kind of garbage humans they are, so their comments about you should not hurt you anymore since they come from garbage human beings.

It is normal if it comes from someone of whom you thought better.

But now these people should be dead to you and what they say should hold no value to you.

They literally only judge you by your looks, not by your personality / character.

 

[Rapistcel]

I know it's always the "same" story, except different day, but I just can't do this anymore. Another day, another shot at me.

It's always another arrow that pierces my heart, and I didn't even do anything. I am deeply hurt by the disrespect and the implications of these jokes. I can't share this anywhere else.

I was sitting in my (my mom's) garden, minding my own business, when a young couple walks past (there's a hedge bordering the walkway, it's dense, but you can kind of see through if you look closely - it's not a road pathway/pavement but a small path that leads to a 4-family connected sort of house) and she says something i couldnt understand, then the guy just starts joking how people shouldn't look inside or they would need eye-bleach. Then she said something unintelligible but heard sentence fragments. She is from the "house" (it's not a house on it's own but connected, like an apartment-house) 2 places over I believe). My mom has a small one family home with garden, I couldn't see either one clearly, only at the very end i turned my head to look and she looked inside the garden).

That's why I usually have noise-canecelling earphones in turned way up. So I can ignore stuff. There's likely so much that happened I don't know about. But this time i was stupid and didn't have thme on.

Before you say anything, I was not imagining it. I try to ask myself that but come to the sad conclusion that yes, it did actually happen. And my mood was a 5/10 this morning, now it dropped to a 1

It's too much for me to take.

@Pancakecel -- I couldn't yet buy any of these things you suggested, for a number of reasons. I plan to buy some alcohol soon but I will see I don't become an addict.

Endless hell

 

[Extern]

Young sexhavers are often the cruelest of people. They have everything important in life and don't understand how someone else couldn't