A few years ago, I decided I wanted to lose my virginity. One day, during class, a female friend of mine asked me if I could sit next to me. She looked pretty that day so I got a massive boner. At that time I was thinking with my dick alone. I decided it was time to lose my virginity. I asker her out and she agreed to go out with me.
I went home and I felt bad. At that point, I had a very specific vision of what I wanted a relationship to be and how the girl should look. That slut I asked out was trashy and low class. I deemed her below my standards and goig out with a girl just to fuck her wasn't what I wanted. So I cancelled the "date".
A few months later, I met a girl I knew from when I was in high school. She was nice to me so I decided to ask her out. She agreed to go out with me.
Now, this girl was more of my liking. She was low class and trashy but she was very pretty. I asked her out because I wanted to be with her and make that into an actul relationship.
Things didn't turn out very well. I was too soft on the first date so I didn't make a move because I wanted to take it slow. Then, we went out again, ended up in my place but she dumped me before having sex. That was not how I wanted things to be but she became very trashy during the 2nd "date" so I decided to do with her what I intended to do with the first girl. Things didn't work out very well at all and we cutted all contact.
Now, both girls are dating Chads, while I'm rotting. That stuid mentality of mine consted me one date and slowed me down on my first date. Just lol if you are romantic in 2017. Dating is so fast that there is no room for emotions.
I went home and I felt bad. At that point, I had a very specific vision of what I wanted a relationship to be and how the girl should look. That slut I asked out was trashy and low class. I deemed her below my standards and goig out with a girl just to fuck her wasn't what I wanted. So I cancelled the "date".
A few months later, I met a girl I knew from when I was in high school. She was nice to me so I decided to ask her out. She agreed to go out with me.
Now, this girl was more of my liking. She was low class and trashy but she was very pretty. I asked her out because I wanted to be with her and make that into an actul relationship.
Things didn't turn out very well. I was too soft on the first date so I didn't make a move because I wanted to take it slow. Then, we went out again, ended up in my place but she dumped me before having sex. That was not how I wanted things to be but she became very trashy during the 2nd "date" so I decided to do with her what I intended to do with the first girl. Things didn't work out very well at all and we cutted all contact.
Now, both girls are dating Chads, while I'm rotting. That stuid mentality of mine consted me one date and slowed me down on my first date. Just lol if you are romantic in 2017. Dating is so fast that there is no room for emotions.
