Pennywise
Take the Blue Pill
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I was just thinking about how back in the 90s I got into an argument with a teacher and I just walked out the building.
The dude was literally threatening me and calling me a loser. He was some fat punk who ended up getting fired from the school for stealing from the sports team fund. Which was funny and I laughed my ass off about it. This happened a few years after i left.
Anyway, I just up and left the building when he was walking me to the principles office. I hitched a ride home. Old school, this was before uber and all that. Nobody even had a smart phone. Anyway, this 10/10 stacy of all things picked me up. She was wearing some low-cut babydoll tshirt that revealed some cleavage. The cute, greeneyed, redhead type. Curvy but not fat. i felt really good about that, like wow, how could such a hot redhead pick up a mongo like me? It was an unreal feeling.
Then midway through the ride she made a point to tell me that her husband was the fire chief and everything. It sounded like he teramogged me in every way. You know, the tall, muscular, firefighter type. Why would she do this? It ruined it. I went home feeling even more rejected than I already felt, failing high school because I couldn't pass my math class. I have a math learning disability. Why do foids always make a point to tell you about how great your husband is, as a ugly dude? It was like she was throwing it in my face that I'll never be up to par to get a foid like her. it made me question why she picked me up to begin with.
Then she told me about how she listened to a sermon in her church about doing nice things for people. I told her that I got to leave early because I tested out of a class. Total BS, but she was wondering if i was skipping school, and I was worried she would drive me back.
Anyway my doll will be here in another month and if she doesnt give me the satisfaction I want, I'll just pay down the loan and ditch my apartment. The doctors aren't really doing anything for my health problems and i think I'll just be sick and fucked up until I die. I'll fly to cambodia and make some bitches there think I'll betabucks/ greencard maxx them. i'll buy them a few meals and drinks. Lead them onto thinking I'll take them back to Amerrica with a green card. Get sex and companionship out of it for a few days and then move onto the next one. "Sorry, it just wasnt working out, honey. Im going to keep looking for other foids." I know with the way I look and with my health problems no one will ever truly love me. I'm not sure true love even really exists.
Thats all I have to say at this point. Just reminiscing some sad parts of my life, and some happy parts of my life, the few that are there. Does anyone else here have an experience kind of like this one?
sad fuckup pennywise
The dude was literally threatening me and calling me a loser. He was some fat punk who ended up getting fired from the school for stealing from the sports team fund. Which was funny and I laughed my ass off about it. This happened a few years after i left.
Anyway, I just up and left the building when he was walking me to the principles office. I hitched a ride home. Old school, this was before uber and all that. Nobody even had a smart phone. Anyway, this 10/10 stacy of all things picked me up. She was wearing some low-cut babydoll tshirt that revealed some cleavage. The cute, greeneyed, redhead type. Curvy but not fat. i felt really good about that, like wow, how could such a hot redhead pick up a mongo like me? It was an unreal feeling.
Then midway through the ride she made a point to tell me that her husband was the fire chief and everything. It sounded like he teramogged me in every way. You know, the tall, muscular, firefighter type. Why would she do this? It ruined it. I went home feeling even more rejected than I already felt, failing high school because I couldn't pass my math class. I have a math learning disability. Why do foids always make a point to tell you about how great your husband is, as a ugly dude? It was like she was throwing it in my face that I'll never be up to par to get a foid like her. it made me question why she picked me up to begin with.
Then she told me about how she listened to a sermon in her church about doing nice things for people. I told her that I got to leave early because I tested out of a class. Total BS, but she was wondering if i was skipping school, and I was worried she would drive me back.
Anyway my doll will be here in another month and if she doesnt give me the satisfaction I want, I'll just pay down the loan and ditch my apartment. The doctors aren't really doing anything for my health problems and i think I'll just be sick and fucked up until I die. I'll fly to cambodia and make some bitches there think I'll betabucks/ greencard maxx them. i'll buy them a few meals and drinks. Lead them onto thinking I'll take them back to Amerrica with a green card. Get sex and companionship out of it for a few days and then move onto the next one. "Sorry, it just wasnt working out, honey. Im going to keep looking for other foids." I know with the way I look and with my health problems no one will ever truly love me. I'm not sure true love even really exists.
Thats all I have to say at this point. Just reminiscing some sad parts of my life, and some happy parts of my life, the few that are there. Does anyone else here have an experience kind of like this one?
sad fuckup pennywise