Serious A low point

[Profligate]

Why do I always finds myself in this place when I'm completely shit faced and alone. It's like being a moth that's desperately seeking for a source of light in a nightfall darker than the depths of Hel. And here I am in this gods forsaken place, that you can only despise since it's the symptom of the decay of this putrid world we live in, seeking for a comradeship in my misery. I know I wouldn't last a day out in the real world and yet I wish that day would come so that Gods can take me to the depths of Hel where I belong. At least I would gain an ounce of honour that way or so I think...

 

[muharremabi]

Unfortunately, what you've described is our fate. We must live in this condition of unhappiness till the day we die.

 

[Pengwin]

Unfortunately, what you've described is our fate. We must live in this condition of unhappiness till the day we die.

touché

 

[Profligate]

Unfortunately, what you've described is our fate. We must live in this condition of unhappiness till the day we die.

I just can't accept that. There's a part of me that wants to smash through every obstacle that there is to gain the ultimate enlightenment of life even though I know that I'm not physically capable of doing so and yet there's that fire in me that nothing can extinguish. The more I think about this the more I realise that I was meant to die a long time ago but I'm still here because everything around me allows my life to continue.