You have come to accept that you are unattractive.
Norman denies that. He still believes he has a chance, that hope keeps him going.
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There's a sea change in the perspectives of what this world is, what women are - based on this one perception of yourself. Objective reality may exist, but to live in this world, one just need to successfully delude himself that he has a chance. ''I am still good; I just have to try a bit harder'
I don't wish to consume this black pill anymore. Not because it is overwhelming; I have conditioned myself to believe that it is over for me in this life. Trivialities(copes) keep me going. I know this will stop working on me. It is only the individual in me which keeps me going, but without the framework of the support of the species, I am not sure how long I can do this.
Sometimes there's anger and wishing 'ignorance is bliss' - but no. It's not pleasing anymore when you know that you are telling yourself a lie.
“And, indeed, I will ask on my own account here, an idle question: which is better - cheap happiness or exalted sufferings? Well, which is better?”
Norman denies that. He still believes he has a chance, that hope keeps him going.
--
There's a sea change in the perspectives of what this world is, what women are - based on this one perception of yourself. Objective reality may exist, but to live in this world, one just need to successfully delude himself that he has a chance. ''I am still good; I just have to try a bit harder'
I don't wish to consume this black pill anymore. Not because it is overwhelming; I have conditioned myself to believe that it is over for me in this life. Trivialities(copes) keep me going. I know this will stop working on me. It is only the individual in me which keeps me going, but without the framework of the support of the species, I am not sure how long I can do this.
Sometimes there's anger and wishing 'ignorance is bliss' - but no. It's not pleasing anymore when you know that you are telling yourself a lie.
“And, indeed, I will ask on my own account here, an idle question: which is better - cheap happiness or exalted sufferings? Well, which is better?”
