DarkLion
Recruit
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- Joined
- Jul 14, 2019
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Today in class a stacy talked to me in a friendly way. It was very brief but for me it meant the world, I was very happy and I was even starting to cope "maybe I'm not that subhuman after all... if a girl that looks like that isn't disgusted to talk to me and even acts nice for no reason..."
Two minutes later all those thoughts are crushed. A truecel (fat ugly southeast asian manlet with some acne) comes over and starts talking to her, he is her gay friend. She acts super nice to him and he behaves like the cringiest stereotypical faggot. Of course she was being nice to him and to me... we're not options in her eyes anyways. For her, talking to us is like interacting with a different species, there's 0 chance of reproduction whatsoever so her natural defence against poor mating options isn't even activated. If I was a little better looking she would probably treat me worse because in her mind she would see me as a shitty mating option, but Im not even there yet. In her mind I'm like an ugly dog, why bully the ugly little creature?
I wonder if that gay trucel became gay as a coping mechanism since he would never be able to get anything or if he was born that way
Two minutes later all those thoughts are crushed. A truecel (fat ugly southeast asian manlet with some acne) comes over and starts talking to her, he is her gay friend. She acts super nice to him and he behaves like the cringiest stereotypical faggot. Of course she was being nice to him and to me... we're not options in her eyes anyways. For her, talking to us is like interacting with a different species, there's 0 chance of reproduction whatsoever so her natural defence against poor mating options isn't even activated. If I was a little better looking she would probably treat me worse because in her mind she would see me as a shitty mating option, but Im not even there yet. In her mind I'm like an ugly dog, why bully the ugly little creature?
I wonder if that gay trucel became gay as a coping mechanism since he would never be able to get anything or if he was born that way