Serious A kid hurt my feelings

[The Wolf]

I know it's always the same shit but it still gets to me, hurts my heart and makes me sad.
Not sure if it was a boy or a girl because I didn't see them but the kid said "ill, look at him" very loudly in the restaurant. I had to go eat there because it is my dad's birthday.
I felt like a bullet piercing my body. Now I just feel very sad. I need to get up at 6 AM tomorrow to get on a fully packed train for work. When will this ever stop? I can't do this anymore. My wish is not a gf, although I still desire one, but that I either lose my hearing or that I just stop caring. At 29 I care just as much as I did at 16

 

[VanGobbel]

but the kid said "ill, look at him"

Damn bro, I feel for you. Kids are unhinged and unfiltered. What did he mean with "ill" btw?

 

[Maikowski]

no way you got bullied by a kid

 

[The Wolf]

Damn bro, I feel for you. Kids are unhinged and unfiltered. What did he mean with "ill" btw?

Probably disgusting. But man, I can't do this anymore, I still didn't get used to it. Makes me feel self conscious as fuck, makes me lose sleep (the accumulation of all these experiences), I always feel either sad and down when alone or very on edge, uncomfortable and sad when outside. Not a single moment of peace. I mean it. Venting on here gives me a bit of comfort. I just wish I stop caring because I can't control these people.

 

[pisser]

fuck sorry man

 

[pisser]

no way you got bullied by a kid

I mean is he supposed to argue with him

 

[The Wolf]

no way you got bullied by a kid

Well he didn't say it to me directly but I still heard it. I'm 5'4", not very intimidating in that direction.

 

[The Wolf]

I mean is he supposed to argue with him

Exactly, thanks. His parents were there and his sister, or maybe it was the sister. Either way I wouldn't have argued with him/her. I think it was one of them, I don't remember the other tables. Happened when I walked out.

 

[The Wolf]

fuck sorry man

thanks

 

[Onlywaifusareforme]

If that wasn't a kid, I'd tell you to at least say something but damn. Fucking sucks

 

[The Wolf]

If that wasn't a kid, I'd tell you to at least say something but damn. Fucking sucks

Adults do it too but I'm very high-inhibited. I'm also only 5'4". I never want to make a scene, and I won't threaten them due to obvious reasons. And yes it does, I can't take it anymore.

 

[VanGobbel]

Probably disgusting. But man, I can't do this anymore, I still didn't get used to it. Makes me feel self conscious as fuck, makes me lose sleep (the accumulation of all these experiences), I always feel either sad and down when alone or very on edge, uncomfortable and sad when outside. Not a single moment of peace. I mean it. Venting on here gives me a bit of comfort. I just wish I stop caring because I can't control these people.

Bro you need to talk with your parents about how much strain this is putting on you mentally...maybe they arent aware how uncomfortable you feel going outside.

Your mom might be able to help you, even your dad might convince your job to make it fulltime WFH.

 

[Onyx]

I'm sorry man.

 

[Hohenstaufen]

I'm sorry for you mang, hope you can feel better soon

 

[The Wolf]

Bro you need to talk with your parents about how much strain this is putting on you mentally...maybe they arent aware how uncomfortable you feel going outside.

Your mom might be able to help you, even your dad might convince your job to make it fulltime WFH.

I told them, they said stop caring what people think and ignore them. But it's one thing to not care what they think, quite another to ignore and not care about this kind of treatment, right? Both said, stop caring. I can't, it makes me extremely self conscious, sad and angry. I'll ask my dad about that good idea.

 

[VanGobbel]

quite another to ignore and not care about this kind of treatment, right?

Yeah its typical parent bluepill advice..

I'll ask my dad about that good idea.

As long as you perform well, I don't see why they would object if your father vouches for you and explains them why. It might even make you perform better.,

 

[The Wolf]

Yeah its typical parent bluepill advice..

As long as you perform well, I don't see why they would object if your father vouches for you and explains them why. It might even make you perform better.,

I will and tell you in a few weeks. My dad did tell the boss I have social anxiety so I got 2 home-office days instead of 1
Hopefully I can get 5

 

[pisser]

I told them, they said stop caring what people think and ignore them. But it's one thing to not care what they think, quite another to ignore and not care about this kind of treatment, right? Both said, stop caring. I can't, it makes me extremely self conscious, sad and angry. I'll ask my dad about that good idea.

Fucking hate when parents say this, like these comments don't further tear down our identity and worth, wtf would normfags know

 

[Subhumantruecel67]

I know it's always the same shit but it still gets to me, hurts my heart and makes me sad.
Not sure if it was a boy or a girl because I didn't see them but the kid said "ill, look at him" very loudly in the restaurant. I had to go eat there because it is my dad's birthday.
I felt like a bullet piercing my body. Now I just feel very sad. I need to get up at 6 AM tomorrow to get on a fully packed train for work. When will this ever stop? I can't do this anymore. My wish is not a gf, although I still desire one, but that I either lose my hearing or that I just stop caring. At 29 I care just as much as I did at 16

Fucking brootal man

 

[The Wolf]

Fucking hate when parents say this, like these comments don't further tear down our identity and worth, wtf would normfags know

Exactly right

 

[Emba]

Brutal AF shit bro