mistersinister
New Creation
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I'm not trying to brag but I did above average at school, and both my parents were doctors; I genuinely enjoy STEM, except there is one problem.
But this face, height and race prevents me from doing a lot of shit such as getting laid. Now i'm trying to cope with vidya and anime.
As for most of my classmates: what would you expect from an autist STEM major? Full of incels and truecels so good for me... but I still cry when I hear something like this:
"someone someone fucked someone again", "someone someonr get laid"; I heard gossiip like this, and knew none of it was my chances.
Some of the few blackpilled incels I meet were based, however there was still this guilting feeling on my back saying "you're not good enough". Don't get me wrong my parents were one of the few nice to me. I struggled with autism when I grew up and my mother was really nice to me (although even my parents couldn't save my manletism and face).
My doctor family and the frequent top scores I got in HS is one of the reasons I ocassionally turned into bluepilled thinking, but I had to remind myself the premature birth caused this, and there is absolutely nothing I can do to change that fact. I tried my best and that's enough - enough to shitpost here
But this face, height and race prevents me from doing a lot of shit such as getting laid. Now i'm trying to cope with vidya and anime.
As for most of my classmates: what would you expect from an autist STEM major? Full of incels and truecels so good for me... but I still cry when I hear something like this:
"someone someone fucked someone again", "someone someonr get laid"; I heard gossiip like this, and knew none of it was my chances.
Some of the few blackpilled incels I meet were based, however there was still this guilting feeling on my back saying "you're not good enough". Don't get me wrong my parents were one of the few nice to me. I struggled with autism when I grew up and my mother was really nice to me (although even my parents couldn't save my manletism and face).
My doctor family and the frequent top scores I got in HS is one of the reasons I ocassionally turned into bluepilled thinking, but I had to remind myself the premature birth caused this, and there is absolutely nothing I can do to change that fact. I tried my best and that's enough - enough to shitpost here