I can't make this up. I feel so fucking humiliated, I wish I could punch that toilet in her ugly face. I wish she'd get hit with a train. Anyway, I liked this one foid who I work with for a while. It was probably really obvious because I'm painfully bad at socializing as I'm shy and generally really anti social because of how I look. I helped her with random stuff that I didn't need to for our projects that we had together. I wish I fucking didn't. Anyway, this other co worker I have is a total dike. She's got the fucking entire look, the gross undercut with patterns, flannel, she has a girlfriend and is taller and more masculine then me. She makes me want to end it. Why is a fucking girl more masculine then me. I feel so disgusted by myself and by a foid being like that. It's completely unnatural. This toilet was friends with the foid I liked. The foid I liked was 4'11, brown hair and glasses. She had a nice look about her, and before this happened I thought maybe she was different, as she didn't attempt to run away from me like every other toilet has. Now I know she's probably fucking worse. We also have this other co worker and he's a fucking chad. I hate seeing him talk to her. I hate his face. I hate seeing her look at him in admiration. I didn't know these 3 were close until recently. Apparently they've been in a group chat this whole time, the foid trying to date chad and the dyke encouraging it. Apparently they all thought I was weird and that me helping that fucking bitch with HER share of the project was harrassment. I was told about this by my buddy at work who used to be close with the chad and he even showed me a screenshot w where dyke made a side by side of me and chad and both stacy and chad sent a bunch of messages being insanely disgusted about how I look, making fun of my face and saying how hot either of them were. I feel disgusted. I feel like crying. I can't fucking live like this.
