-How did you find this forum?
From another forum where men of culture used to gather. Somebody linked their post on here and I clicked on the link. Think I lurked for a few weeks before making an account because I thought this site was a scam. I think the person that linked me here is in prison now.
-Are you closer to ascension than you were when you joined this forum?
Nope I'm further away because I gave up on ascension. Hitting 40 soon so I have no expectations of ascending anymore. I used to post my woes on 4chan/8chan for many, many years by now so I've checked out for quite some time.
-How have things changed?
Unsure what you mean if you are talking about this site or my life. My life has gotten worse. My physical and mental health have declined significantly and I'm losing my job in 2 months. If you are talking about the site I think everything that needs to be said has been said so that is why this site feels so stagnant these days. I still come here daily but it doesn't feel as engaging as it did back in the early days.
-Are you at a better state now compared to when you joined this forum?
Just a repeat of previous question I guess. Same answer.
I remember being a teenager and my dream was to go to Japan. 20 years fly by and it sucks when you realize your dreams will forever be that. I cope by watching YouTube travel channels so I can feel like I'm "in the know" about Japan cuisine or niche stores/products. I never wanted to travel the world but it still stings knowing I'm in such a horrible state in my life and there is no way up. I've never even left my city tbh. Life is becoming more and more a chore the older I get. A chore with no reward whatsoever.