Have you ever wondered what it’s like to be me for a day? What’s that? You said “fuck no you stupid nigger”? Yeah well fuck you too bad
Anyway I usually wake up at some random hour usually between 10am-1pm. If I have something to look forward towards I’ll get up earlier
Speaking of looking forward towards, this is my entire life. The only thing keeping me on this earth
Here’s some of the models
Anyway here’s the whole process
Take this model for example
(Hyped to build this one, I like anything that has to do with America in ww1 especially vehicles)
Anyway I keep the parts that I’ve collected in here
And here’s how many parts I currently have for the SPAD, am halfway done
I spent like $700 on a bricklink order, hopefully it doesn’t get stolen
Anyway that’s really the only eventful thing going on in my life right now, I just wanna start building stuff again
But here’s what I do for most of my day
Wake up, shower/brush my teeth/shave/put on deodorant and then boom it’s time to start my full filling day
I hate the sun, it’s a big ball of cancer and there’s something about exposing my face to it that freaks me out
So this is what I wear when I go outside, it’s a double win because not only is my face not getting hit by the sun but I also get to hide it from people. Total win for me
Anyway here’s a area that I like to fuck around at
Place is a fucking waste land, I plan on digging a trench out here. Sounds fun
Found this out there lol
23 year old dude posing with a nerf mini gun, peak life
Anyway tons of trash too
Found a lightsaber as well
Anyway I usually go and fuck off into the woods
But yeah there’s a significantly large park that I hang out at to, obviously I won’t show pictures because I don’t want anyone to recognize it and risk someone finding my location.
But beyond that my town is rather shitty. Like all the buildings and roads are old and it’s usually botton of the barrel people like me who live here, well besides the college chads and Staceys.
It’s just a depressing place to walk around, i try not to think of my hometown because it makes me feel down, but my hometown was a beautiful place compared to here.
Anyway, my time spent at home is usually in my room posting crap on this website, watching the tube, scrolling through Wikipedia articles and occasionally playing video games.
Unemployed, not in college or any educated at the moment. At most my dad will let me drive around a few quite streets, still feel pretty intimated with operating a car in all honesty.
Oh yeah here’s dinner
Some homemade pizza my step”mom” made, it was pretty good I mean it’s pizza after all
But yeah usually if my brother is working I look forward to going with my dad to pick him up at night, I like spacing out in the car, it’s a small cope I guess.
But yeah at night, that’s usually when the fun happens. Well not really, I just posted here and listen to music while walking around my room in the dark acting out certain fantasies. Just acting like a complete mental patient and I feel like one too. I spend several hours doing this. Usually I watch videos of college foids or attractive people walking around some fancy European city and then I’ll us that anger to fuel my fantasies while listening to music. It’s a strange process but it’s something I do
But before going to sleep, I’ll head over to tiktok and watch a few Jill valentine edits that I saved just so i can get a hit of oxytocin from seeing her before going to sleep, I don’t know I just feel better after watching them. I’ll then turn my phone off, go into the kitchen and drink some water and then I’ll finally go to sleep on the floor in my room.
Keep in mind all through my day I am spaced out and thinking to myself, mostly in fantasy land.
That’s basically it currently.
Anyway I usually wake up at some random hour usually between 10am-1pm. If I have something to look forward towards I’ll get up earlier
Speaking of looking forward towards, this is my entire life. The only thing keeping me on this earth
Here’s some of the models
Anyway here’s the whole process
Take this model for example
(Hyped to build this one, I like anything that has to do with America in ww1 especially vehicles)
Anyway I keep the parts that I’ve collected in here
And here’s how many parts I currently have for the SPAD, am halfway done
I spent like $700 on a bricklink order, hopefully it doesn’t get stolen
Anyway that’s really the only eventful thing going on in my life right now, I just wanna start building stuff again
But here’s what I do for most of my day
Wake up, shower/brush my teeth/shave/put on deodorant and then boom it’s time to start my full filling day
I hate the sun, it’s a big ball of cancer and there’s something about exposing my face to it that freaks me out
So this is what I wear when I go outside, it’s a double win because not only is my face not getting hit by the sun but I also get to hide it from people. Total win for me
Anyway here’s a area that I like to fuck around at
Place is a fucking waste land, I plan on digging a trench out here. Sounds fun
Found this out there lol
23 year old dude posing with a nerf mini gun, peak life
Anyway tons of trash too
Found a lightsaber as well
Anyway I usually go and fuck off into the woods
But yeah there’s a significantly large park that I hang out at to, obviously I won’t show pictures because I don’t want anyone to recognize it and risk someone finding my location.
But beyond that my town is rather shitty. Like all the buildings and roads are old and it’s usually botton of the barrel people like me who live here, well besides the college chads and Staceys.
It’s just a depressing place to walk around, i try not to think of my hometown because it makes me feel down, but my hometown was a beautiful place compared to here.
Anyway, my time spent at home is usually in my room posting crap on this website, watching the tube, scrolling through Wikipedia articles and occasionally playing video games.
Unemployed, not in college or any educated at the moment. At most my dad will let me drive around a few quite streets, still feel pretty intimated with operating a car in all honesty.
Oh yeah here’s dinner
Some homemade pizza my step”mom” made, it was pretty good I mean it’s pizza after all
But yeah usually if my brother is working I look forward to going with my dad to pick him up at night, I like spacing out in the car, it’s a small cope I guess.
But yeah at night, that’s usually when the fun happens. Well not really, I just posted here and listen to music while walking around my room in the dark acting out certain fantasies. Just acting like a complete mental patient and I feel like one too. I spend several hours doing this. Usually I watch videos of college foids or attractive people walking around some fancy European city and then I’ll us that anger to fuel my fantasies while listening to music. It’s a strange process but it’s something I do
But before going to sleep, I’ll head over to tiktok and watch a few Jill valentine edits that I saved just so i can get a hit of oxytocin from seeing her before going to sleep, I don’t know I just feel better after watching them. I’ll then turn my phone off, go into the kitchen and drink some water and then I’ll finally go to sleep on the floor in my room.
Keep in mind all through my day I am spaced out and thinking to myself, mostly in fantasy land.
That’s basically it currently.
