How curious. Just now, I crawled out of of my shithole to take a drive in the city for about 10 minutes. I spent the whole time trying to contain anxiety over being carmogged by everyone (I live in a rich neighborhood with lots of nice cars, mine is noisy, old, and beaten up). Not good.
Anyway, when I came back, I lit up a cigarette and began laying down and relaxing again. It felt as though the whole trip had been a dream, like I had never left and just imagined the whole thing. This is not an exaggeration. Chunks of time are disappearing as I LDAR. Over for NEETcels, for real.
Anyway, when I came back, I lit up a cigarette and began laying down and relaxing again. It felt as though the whole trip had been a dream, like I had never left and just imagined the whole thing. This is not an exaggeration. Chunks of time are disappearing as I LDAR. Over for NEETcels, for real.
