SuicideFuel A classic aspect of this forum for us bipolarcels

[Celius]

When you’re at a manic state, you write the most outrageous schizorant humanly imaginable and then proceed to fucking resent yourself once it gets bumped, asking: ‘how THE FUCK did I write this shit?’ Or more importantly: ‘why the fuck did I write this? What was I hoping to achieve in the process?’

It’s so over.

 

[Med Amine]

i never regret anuything i write

 

[Celius]

i never regret anuything i write

You don’t even reflect on it?

 

[Michael W. Ford]

You don’t even reflect on it?

Have you ever tried to get pussy during a manic state

 

[Celius]

Have you ever tried to get pussy during a manic state

Truth be told, I’m not really self-aware when I’m in one. It’s only when you’re OUT of it and that initial brain fog starts gradually fading away with you getting to fucking function properly again. The depressive episodes are MUCH less noxious thankfully.

 

[mrlunatic]

When you’re at a manic state, you write the most outrageous schizorant humanly imaginable and then proceed to fucking resent yourself once it gets bumped, asking: ‘how THE FUCK did I write this shit?’ Or more importantly: ‘why the fuck did I write this? What was I hoping to achieve in the process?’

It’s so over.

i've never regretted i've written here tbh

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

My whole life feels like one single manic state that never ends

 

[Celius]

i've never regretted i've written here tbh

Idk, I kinda hate myself so maybe that’s why.

My whole life feels like one single manic state that never ends

Realistically, that’s not possible but I get what you mean. For me, it’s just the fucking summer dude.

Thank the fuck it’s over. Back to being suicidal.

 

[Celius]

You might be suffering from emotional instability.

I think at this point I qualify for every fucking mental illness known to mankind.

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

When you’re at a manic state, you write the most outrageous schizorant humanly imaginable and then proceed to fucking resent yourself once it gets bumped, asking: ‘how THE FUCK did I write this shit?’ Or more importantly: ‘why the fuck did I write this? What was I hoping to achieve in the process?’

It’s so over.

Better to have BP than Autism. People always say "Neurodivergent men don't get pussy", 99% of those men are Autists.

 

[Celius]

People always say "Neurodivergent men don't get pussy", 99% of those men are Autists.

Fucking brutal. I feel like asperger is less torturous though. Like, it just feels much more calm and comfy to just be an autist than to have personality disorders.

 

[Michael W. Ford]

Truth be told, I’m not really self-aware when I’m in one. It’s only when you’re OUT of it and that initial brain fog starts gradually fading away with you getting to fucking function properly again. The depressive episodes are MUCH less noxious thankfully.

I've had some serious manic episodes. I'm luck the cops didn't shoot me. I transform from a socially retardation autist to a fearless super outgoing freak criminal full of energy. I become much more intelligent and aggressive. I know it's happening when I stop eating, sleeping and drinking water.

 

[Michael W. Ford]

I wish my manic episodes would never end