90% I would have killed myself if there wasn’t this place

[Eternatus]

Im being dead serious, the state of my existence is so embarrassing miserable and painful that If I couldn’t have this safe house to relate about what I was going through the odds for me to be still here would have been close to zero.

Suicide doesn’t scare you anymore when u envision the entirety of your life being a pendulum between boredom and despair. Im fucked up there’s no hope for me, Im a zero, a nobody, Im gonna end up in pain poor, probably handicapped both mentally and physically.

But the only light remaining in the void are those chuds here happening to be in a similar situation, and I will stick around for those people. That’s my responsibility in this life, like a parent would for his children, and my children are gonna be alone and crushed by the world around them. Ive nothing to lose besides this.

 

[Grodd]

Based atleast for me it makes things easier to know there are brocels experiencing the same as me.

 

[anon65]

Yep we are here with you. No future in sight but talking on here.

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

Genuinely nothing more depressing then tedium, worst days of my life was when I'd go to work and come home 10 hours later to steal my dad's vodka and play with a handgun.

 

[Caichan]

I could kill myself out of impulse any day

 

[Eternatus]

I could kill myself out of impulse any day

Don’t do that persian cat cream (please)

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Without this forum, I have literally nothing.
No youtube, no social media, nothing.

So, I don't know what I would have done if I didn't have this place. Probably bore myself to death, abuse drugs, take in more benzo's to sleep longer during the weekends (which is actually still my plan anyways). This world is shit.

 

[VanGobbel]

over for cloudflarecels

 

[Altunyiskon]

I've actually noticed a lot of people here are more accepting and understanding than any other community. If I did half the venting I do here somewhere else, people would tell me to stop being so negative, offer useless generalised advice that isn't applicable in my case, and then they'd start talking about how I'm actually holding myself back and that I could be a gigachad God if I wasn't "self-deprecative" (aka realistic).

 

[Justanotherbloke]

If I did half the venting I do here somewhere else, people would tell me to stop being so negative,

I have come to believe humanity does not cherish life, it merely fears interruption. They mistake familiarity for meaning and call it hope. Death, being strange and untrained, is treated as an enemy.

 

[NotoriousLoser]

This place is a gift

 

[St3v3Cel]

This place is a gift

 

[samsara]

This place is a gift

 

[nirvana]

.is literally saves lives.